You're the sweetest, ever! :)

2009-01-31T09:59:00.003+08:00

a new blog in making!

:)

for now , publicise.

i not mentel lah,
my friend no hep goggle account.
so kental one, so cannot view!!
hahaha.

wait lah hor.

2009-01-30T22:28:00.003+08:00

i find this very irritating.
putting everthing on private,
when most of my friends do not own a
blogger account, especially my fiance.

they complain to me lah ok!!

well, i have no choice.
one of my blogmates suggested me on changing
to wordpress where some post can be partially
locked, i mean for invited readers only.
but the problem is,
satu kejadah pun aku tak tahu!! haha.

omg.

2009-01-29T10:48:00.003+08:00

yesterday was supposed to be our shopping date,
but it was cancelled at the very last minute,
since the rest wanted to watch singapore and jordan
match at the national stadium.

you imagine, me with heels to the national stadium?!
and yes, im being one of the rude ones for not standing up
for the national anthem.
how to? the floor space were limited, and my pointed shoe
almost got stuck in between and very imbalance. i can fall lah ok.
im excused lah hor.

it was good match. i am a very proud singaporean at that time,
cos we won!! :)

bump onto fezah too. hai babe.

supper at ecp.
talk crap till close to midnight before
we went separate ways.

oh and i miss my daytona too.
semalam tak dpt main ah tgk bolanye pasal lah kan.

can someone, like buy me a new camera?
LOL.

2009-01-28T09:19:00.006+08:00

first thing in the morning,
i realised that i woke up early,
okay fine, i did really drag my legs to the
bathroom after my morning call from my baby.
selalu nye bila dia kol, aku gi tido balek,
pas tu kelam kabut macam cicak kobeng!!

second thing in the morning,
i realised that the bus is not crowded at all.
i can easily put my butt on the vacant seats.
kalau tidak aku selitkan badan seksi sgt aku ni kat
tgh2. hahaha

third thing in the morning,
i realised that the traffic os not conjested
like it use to and sesungguhnya aku sampai kerja siang.
selalu macam kastam johor

forth thing in the morning,
i realised that they were not many calls from clinics,
and got to know that most of them is still closed!
that is GOOD NEWS. no calls no work what...
tapi cukup bulan aku makan rumput dgn baja2 sekali!!

and the fifth thing in the morning,
i realised that im too excited planning to drag
the fiance to the arcade and challenge daytona with me again.
wa tak tahu nape tapi wah macam tak puas ah dgn ni mamat,
so wah nak balas dendam ah..

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and dear kawan kawan,
saya akan add awak soon okay?
mungkin end of this week or next week.
:)

terima kasih kerana kehadiran anda sekalian.

:):)

selamat bekerja awak sumer.

and faeza, kalau aku buat ape yang kau buat,
aku mintak kene halau aje dari tu kedai!! haha
wah manyak bingit ah.
wah macam nak activate ah!!!! urgh!

2009-01-27T22:12:00.003+08:00

ive just bought my heels at river island last month
at a price of 167 dollars.

last afternoon, i thought i was dreaming,
but the heels is selling at a sale price of 65 dollars.

i quickly run to my fiance and complained to him
and drag him to the shoes department...
and he got surprised too...

aku sungguh mengamok AMOK can?!!

imagine ah less then half a price!!

wah banyak bingit ahhhhhh.......

2009-01-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

he wakes me up every morning without fail,
eventhough how pathetic my voice can be -
i mean the baru-bangun-punyer-suara-seksi..
ah banyak lah punyer seksi sue!!

last night, i told him if we could go for
breakfast together the next morning after his night shift.
initially he agreed, and told me that he will wakes me up
the next morning.
well he did wake me up, but could only heard the bad news that,
he wouldnt be able to go for breakfast with me as
he is too tired and feeling unwell at the same time.
i truly understand his situation and advice him
to get enough rest instead.

but him being too sweet,
with me still on bed,
snoring....
he took a short nap , just having 2 hrs of sleep..
he text me if we could go lunch together.
since im craving for porridge at west coast,
i agreed.
we had rojak mamak too. sedap!

lunch was at west coast.
afterwhich we went west coast park.
den to vivo before he send me home and
continue his sleep till his night shift at 8pm just now.

poor darling!

2009-01-27T15:44:00.002+08:00

to those who tagged and email-ed,
will do add you in future,err.. i mean soon.
LOL.

and of course, all of you are VIPs.
ah banyaklah punyer vip eh!! haha. macam paham
enjoy ur last day of the holidays before
go back perang tomoro okay.

akak nak pi jogging jap lagi.
semangat 10 minit jer.
hehe.

taa.

:P

2009-01-26T23:10:00.005+08:00

my saturday was with love.
town.
marina.
LJS.
esplanade.
bride wars at midnight.

well, it was open to public.
so we took the opportunity to climb
hundreds of stairs just to go to the last deck
of chairs to sit and chill and to feel the atmosphere
and the view of the sgp skyscrappers.
we, especially were so excited, but exausted once reached. hehe

now here's pictures from my lauya hp cam! :p

the next morning, the family brought me to JB.
we had another round of movie.
kinda boring to me, i rate 4/10.
we ate alot and i swear im gaining much weight instead
of losing now. im very worried.
we went JUSCO, huge shopping mall.
the fiance bought me alot of cosmetics there too. woohoo.
and i guess he was quite shocked over the bill,
as he thought that we girls only spend abit on
a few make up, but instead, he thought that what ive chose
was to little and he knows that my make up set is
in-complete, and he suggested that i took about 2 to 3 more.
( well i spare a thought for him lah okay,
since he's paying so i is so good, dont want him to go bald
so i chose the one yang price dia tak melampaulah like
lipstick , eyeliner all that lah, then he say tk cukup tu sume )
well, as per his request,
i finally own a complete makeup set.
lol. i mean satu brand ah sumer.. kalau tak
yang pencil eyeliner 8 posen pun aku pakai okay!!

thank you baby. you're too srprising sometimes,
that makes a huge question mark on my head.

okay back.

dear beautiful and loyal readers,
im going to privatise my blog anytime soon.
pls kindly send me ur emails at my tagboards or may just email me
at suefbellish@hotmail.com
please do state ur name ya?!

i would love to make more new friends here.
its okay if i dont know you! :)

well,
i have a reason behind it.
i had enough of everything,
and i just want peace not wars.
and i hate kaypo people.
i just want to have a piece of mind.
that's all.

:)

cant wait to meet him for our breakfast date tomoro.

i just need you at this moment, and always.
you're my pillar of strength.

till then,
good night sleepyheads.

love,
sue.

ps: whatever you wanna say, you say.
you have your one, to always console you when you dun
find a need to say me like that.
aku mengalah. and there's a reason why i did that alright!

***

rina: thanks dear. thank you so much.

fadedbabyjeans: hehe, wa punyer hong bao maner sey?! :p

2009-01-24T09:52:00.002+08:00

His family fetch me from my facial appointment yest.

Had seafood spread again yesterday with the in-laws.
Thank you hafiz fot the treat!
Chilli crab, sweet and sour fish, chap chai,
butter prawns..... bla bla bla
wah piang, sibey full can??!

And so ive been tagged by fezah.
Stating 25 random things, facts, goals and many more about myself.
Hehehe.

*breaths in breaths out*

now here goes..

1. I love they way i am eventhough people judge me otherwise,
misjudge me by their true sellfishness.

2. I terribly miss my getaways, i want more of it in future to come,
or maybe just wait till ive got married with my future-husb. :)

3. I miss my dad's laughter and his tickles(to wake me up).

4. I just want my wedding to be sweet and memorable
eventhough it might seem to be just a simple affair and event.

5. I cant wait to draft my new home (insyaallah) myself for reno.
(ive got good taste tau!!) muahahaha. macam faham.

6. I want to have my own wheels, or maybe share with the husb in future,
so as not to trouble him when he's tired or busy. :)

7. I wish that i can fulfill 5 rukun ISLAM. (insyaallah)

8. I want my fiance to love me and be loyal to me now and forever.

9. I want my fiance to feel special each time he's with me.

10. I treasure my friends so much. (you know who you are)

11. I hate people who do not have respect for others,
sellfish, and always think they're perfect in this world.

12. I hope to get a brand new job with good pay,
and jobs with OT's. :)

13. I want my siblings to be happy, not feel leftout.

14. I have plans for myself and i have plans for the future too,
and i hate people who always think negatively about me.
As i say, im being independant nowadays, and i will prove that i can do it.

15. I'm saving as much as i can for a brand new DSLR and lense. (insyaallah)
but have to wait long long ah eh.

16. I wish that i can fulfill my future-husb's needs.

17. Im so excited about everything now, which myself clueless.

18. I want to save money and buy what i like.

19. I want a new HP, cos my hp sucks big time already.

20. I also wish to have my own personal TV at my room,
since i always do not have a chance to watch in the living room,
and i always stuck in my room with my lappy only, if not i will stare
at the wall till i got sleepy and auto sleep lor.

21. I love my fiance so much, so much, so much , so much.

22. I love kids.

23. I love my family and i love my in-laws soo much.

24. I will miss my singlehood life soon.

25. I just cant wait to get married and wear that beautiful gown
with a tiara and walk hand in hand with my future-husb. (insyaallah)

Nothing in my life is interesting though.
All i could wish for, is blessing from my loves ones, especially.
And doa kepada ALLAH, mudah2han segalanya berjalan dgn lancar,
and mudah2han rezki kami bertambah, insyallah.

Happy holidays and enjoy the long weekends dear darling.

Oh btw, to all my chinese friends...

GONG XI FA CAI.
hong bao na lai

love,
sue.

***

een: err, tanya puan alfiah can?! hehe.

syasya: darah upz to the max eh sya!! LOL
sabar babe sabar.. happy holidays cantik!!

nurul: dress jgn tak dress babe!
i know you gonna look beautiful too honey!
can can, wait for our carousel date hor!
boss dah hint hint aku, cuma nak kene find good day ah!!

faeza: alhamdulillah, i sungguh terharu. haha.
bila kau nak? wati dah jadi ibu tau babe!!!

2009-01-23T10:14:00.005+08:00

(sorry ah, my face tak pakai makup macam nak kasi satu smack lah kan!! LOL)

met my dear girl right after work yest for teh tarik
at lucky prata.
well i had two cups, mind you.
we had good chat over some stuffs,
and also were busy disscussing and planning for my big day.
my good friends,
alfiah rabiah and fazilah,
is way more excited than i am.
really really excited!!
and they also told me that they will take the
opportunity to dress (dress to kill) lah gitu.
hah.

afterwhich rabiah joined us for tea,
while later she treat us swensons's dessert!
thank you sweetheart, you are too kind!! :)

while we had so much fun chatting,
my fiance called me and that's where
he told me the good news!!!
i was so shocked and too happy that
i wanted to cry.
ya allah, syukur alhamdulillah.
i will only reveal when its chop signed downpayment and confirm alright!! :)

weeee..........

****

yani: yalor yalor.. macam nak jadi pr saner ah..
dia punye shopping, akak tak boleh angkat noh!!
:p

fadedbabyjeans: wah you took leave from my blog ah?!
you miss reading the rubbish contents or you miss me?
dont shy shylah hor.. u suka i? i lagi suka u!!
kita suka sama2 ok? set? enjoy habes!! hahaa.
you too enjoy enjoy k, jgn lupa balik rumah!! :p

faeza: where got kental?!! don say liddat lah.
i can sponsor you lah, sponsor you roti and air puteh
during your flight!! hahaha. tu je aku mampu!!

fezah: part2 gini sayang ah......!! lol

2009-01-22T17:14:00.003+08:00

how i miss bangkok.
that 3 days i had last year is never enough.
i want to go there again.

2009-01-22T15:42:00.002+08:00

well no calls from clinic,
means no work.
ive been surfing the net since morning,
and ive got sick of it already.

ive been day-dreaming alot lately.
many things playing in my mind.
and, i just hope my dreams will come true.
insyaallah.

i met up with hafiz yest.
drop by his place before proceeding to Mad Jack
for dinner.
we actually talk about how we met and bla bla bla.
and we thank god that we've made this far and still going strong...
omg..
alhamdulillah..

reached home early as my dearest boy have to work early
next morning.
well, he text me so many question...
and me being the supportive ones, (ehem2)
go layan him lah... kasi dia perangsang sikit.

him: (questioning me every single text msges)
me: (replied to all his questions)
.
.
.
bla bla bla...

him: oklah thanks, kalau i, i tido, coz besok i keja...

me: kadang2 i mcm nk amek senapang gajah, nak
tembak kau dr jauh fiz...
tanya aku soalan bnyk2 pas tu nak tdo..
samdol tol..
slmt malam dan slam sejahtera, kita kembali selepas
iklan ini.... bye ah..

him: ...astro kembali lagi dgn tayangn cuti isnin ini,
jam empat, tayangan sam n dol dlm "samdol dtg lagi..
hahahahah..

me: samdul lu

laki aku lagi leh layan...
perangai tak pernah berubah!!! hahahaha..

*yawns*
oh god... one and a half hour more?

sian lah sian lah sian lah...

2009-01-21T16:25:00.003+08:00

ive just received ong pow-er bangga from my co!!
weeeeeeeee..

and
and
and

HAFIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kau nak makan ape?
aku blanja lah!!!

hehehe...

yes yes, i want to blanja my fee-ong-sey makan,
since he always pay for almost everything lor!!

hehehe..

see i very good one.

****

syasya: sya, tu teddy bear menyumpah ok..
one dollar each try ok.
true true boleh bankrupt.
silap silap aku yang kat dalam cage tu,
korang nye turn pulak grab aku!! hahahaha

2009-01-21T11:02:00.003+08:00

i think hafiz had lose a couple of weight
after his trip at KL.
he got a very bad bad diarrhoea, stomach discomfort,
oh god, poor boy.
when i met him on monday, i did not notice his bulging tummy.
he look kinda skinny to me now.
but nehmind, so as long as he is still that cheerful guy and
always irritate me by his nonsense, im still okay.

i have been spending my time with him last few days,
as he will be only resume work on thursday which is tomorrow.

ive collected my new passport yest.
went bugis for lunch, window shop,
wanted to watch movie but nothing really exciting though,
so hafiz brought me over to marina,
where he had his tea and we chilled.
after which, hafiz decided to challenge the DAYTONA
with me.
ho'well, sape kata pompan tak boleh menang?
i won alot from that game hokay.
that boy say i play cheat!!
dah kalah abey nak ckp org playcheat.
we also play yang ape tu, yang tangkap teddy bear tulah,
wasted 3 bucks on that, tapi satu abok pun takde!! LOL
ni hafiz tak guna langsung bila part part gini.
benci tau i!!
LOL

we had dinner with this laid back couple ,
nurul and aiman at sakunthala right after.
we had fish head curry which is one of our favourite dish.
(well actually, hafiz was the one who craves for this one.)
nurul and myself shared garlic and butter naan. YUMMEY!!
while the guys had their thosai!
super duper yummey lah. i suka.

hafiz bought alot of junk food at mustafa,
dia punya air je dah macam nak gi picnic satu keluarga.
tu takpe tau, dalah bawak motor,
beg aku je dah hampok satu box dia.
atlast aku kene bawak bende tu naik motor!!!
pandai kan laki aku!!

fuh, im kinda hungry sey now.
what to eat ah??

eat oso susah hor me?!

okaylah..
take care..
selamat mencekik nanti!!
taaa...

love,
sue.

2009-01-19T12:37:00.001+08:00

i was feeling okay this morning.
now, i just feel weak, heavy on the head and
feeling somekind feverish.
dont tell me im gonna get sick anytime soon.

:(

2009-01-18T20:58:00.002+08:00

my fiance is on his way back to singapore.
well, he gave me this bad news - the car broke down.
lucky enough for his battery life got charge within hours.
he also complained that he suffered from a very bad diarrhoea,
plus no appetite everytime hes having his meals and wanted to vomit
each time.
that goes to his friends too.
must be the food they consumed lor....
poor boy, i suspected stomach flu cos i got that once,
during hari raya. haha.

im kinda miss-ng him right now, very to be precise,
but its okay, as long as he's enjoying and having fun there,
im happy for him despite getting lonely each day w/o him.
and of course, this man never fails to make me smile
every single day by saying such sweet stuff and keep reminding
me that he loves me so much..
and the moment he text me that im the best fiance,
nothing beats the smile on my face that moment.
hehehe.

okay enough of this already.
takut korang muntah darah! lol

i just cant resist having such sweetheart in my life ..

the weekends was okay despite all plans was cancelled.
visit expo for pameran pengantin as alfiah's is
currently browsing for stuff for her event, soon.
i also took the opportunity to see syasya on stage,
since she was modelling for one of the bridal down there.
gorgeous gorgeous models and saw some familiar faces too. :)
bump onto mira too, and god, she didnt recognised me at first,
err, maybe im wearing glasses? ( i is very potek you knw! )
hehe.
she look too pretty and i feel like a dwarf standing right beside her,
fuh, i think she wore killer heels lah. haha.
we almost spend 5 hours there, mind you.
and im much relief right now as my wedding list is almost settle.
atleast i need not stress on going hunting for suchs,
especially knwing that my date is very peak.

facial appointment again today.
my brother was kind enough to sent me, wait for
approx 3 hrs before we head down to geylang
to have lunch before heading home.
thank you so much! :)

i swear its really killing me this time.
the pain and all, i teared most of the time today.
oh god, i just hope that the open pores on my face
reduced.

visited spajelita too.
they offered some good packages for us both,
and i guess this is the best opportunity to bring
my fiance and myself for some relaxation, spa and treatments.
we've never pamper ourself with all these.
i cant wait, really.

the staff showed me around eventhough i was close,
very friendly indeed, i loike!!
the place is so beautiful and so serene.
just love the ambience.
well hafiz, this is also for you dear,
you've got yourself facial spa and some hair
treatments for yourself too. :)

fuh, last week before CNY holidays.
finally, something im looking forward.

good night sleepyheads.

:)

love,
sue.

ps: IMY boncit. :( cnt wait to meet you!

***

rina: haha yeah marah marah sayang.
action merajok jer. haha.

2009-01-16T14:55:00.004+08:00

as much as we all are excited about the
awaited meetups, we still need to change to other days.
yes PTPS guys and gals, i have to cancel the meetup tomoro.
how sad..
and syasya dear, need not worry, there's always another time babe!

im really excited when we have something like this.
it's really nice to meet such friends that we havnt met
since we graduated first school.
nice bunch of friends they are, that i must say.

and yes, finally ive received sweet msges from my belovered fiance,
as ive been waiting for his sms since morning.
he just reached his hotel at KL, and will have his lunch right after.
well, by now, some of you should know that,
i've never make the first move to sms or call
him for situation like this, throughout my almost 7 years
relationship, he's been the one who flood my inbox, mind you.
im weird ok. seriously weird.
shoot me..

but if im fuming mad at him, i think he will regret having me
as his fiance lor and i think he rather throw his hp
or put in silent mode.. cos the msges keep coming!!..... hahahahaha

but i know, he will never do that.
the simplest way is to ignore me, and the next thing he do is
to bring me out and start teasing me.
now that makes a wide smile on my face! :)

boy, you dont know how much i love this boy,
minus the fact that i keep telling him i hate him lor...

err, well, am not sure what's the weekend were likely to be.

meanwhile, enjoy the weekend beautiful people.

:):)

(actually, i dont like this pic! haha)

love,
sue.

***

felicia: hahaha. that one you dont ask me to plan!!

faeza: chop aku? buat steak pe? haha

syasya: well babe, i suggest we make it other day where
everyone is free. takmu sedih! wey model cantik,
when are you going to buat show kat expo and what time?

nurul: haha. mampos sey panggil aku datin! haha
saya tak pernah lupa awak, thats y saya selalu tanya
mana awak pergi tak online walaupun kita tak chat!! :):)
you're always remembered love love love!!
and of cos, aku akan picit lu bila tu hafiz nak buat reservation ok?!
set??!!!

mira: hahaha.. ok go..

een: aku bilang mira eh.!! haha.
cey lepak2 sey!! haha.. alright IF i dont have any appointment
that day ok cantik?!!

2009-01-16T11:53:00.002+08:00

what are you doing right now, baby?
boo. i think ive started to miss him.
ive yet to receive any call nor sms from him
from morning.

iMy m.nurhafiz,
and i want you to carry me from the 9th floor
to the 6th floor elevator like you always do.

i cant wait for you to return home!

:(

and you promise me to bring me to carousel lor!!..

2009-01-15T10:57:00.002+08:00

he's leaving to KL with his colleagues
tonight and for the rest of the weekends.

who wants to date me?

im all free! :)

****

syasya: **aku elak** .. hahaha

fdj: haha.. alah suka suka jer.. nothing to blog about actually.
so this comes in my mind.. :p

faeza: aku kan reporter kau tak tahu?! mestilah
banyak cerita. haha..take cr too sweetheart. :)

2009-01-13T15:26:00.002+08:00

my sister from paternal side.
these are a few which caught my eyes.
so i go kebas from her facebook!!
so cantik!! i suka..

and ofkos that's me with a pale face,
and i look so chubby lor..

ps: kak shida dun terajang me hor.

2009-01-13T13:44:00.004+08:00

our love life. our daily conversation.
nothing personal, just a little funny to me.

i think i have the worst and far most irritating fianceever.

haha.

okay fine, he may be the loveliest of all loveliest
i have, he may be the most sweetest guy i've met,
and he may be the most irritating person on earth.

whats the purpose of this you may asked?

i was wearing red yesterday and he thought i had CNY
celebration earlier.
i said no.

i do not know what so funny with red that he;

"ey color baju you samer sey dgn cushion ni"
(which is also red in color btw)
"semangat sey you celebrate CNY" (bila masa entah!!)
"hahahahahha" (laughing at me every minute he look at me!)

you see, not funny even.
he's crazy.

and i swear the red was just some parts of my top.

uurrggh!

and when i say this straight to him;

"eh kau tak pernah nak puji aku eh?
sesekali puji aku tak boleh eh? asik nak kutuk jer"

"hahaha.. ey ey lawa nye you......" (in a sarcastic way OBVIOUSLY)

i rolled my eyes,

"oh, hahahaha, you tgh buat
star star roll eyes star star(read: **roll eyes** what i usually put in my blog)eh?
hahaha merepek sey..."

"merepek jgn baca blog aku ah"

and he will keep making funny faces to me,
which irritates me all the time.

yes ALL THE TIME.

................................

he just had his monthly hair cut,
turns to be very dissapointing though.

"i suruh gunting lain, lain yang dia gunting"

"haha, okaylah tu"

"dah macam rambut ayam sey"

"hahaha, padan muka ah"

"abeh you dah tak suka i ah"

"abeh kalau tak suka nak uat camne,
dah tunang sey, dah bayar deposit pon"

"oh....betol eh"

"abeh"

******************************

we had our first ever chat with web cam last night.

"oi, you tak pakai baju eh" (covered myself with my pillow)

"pakailah, peje"

he called his mom,
his mom smile on the camera, and i waved. LOL.
aku dgn hafiz dah macam anak paling jakun dalam dunia!!

and when his mom left..

"ey hafiz, lain kali panggil satu keluarga ke"

with his actions and so, i saw his dad coming towards
his lappy and looking at the webcam.

and he typed;

"tahu takut"

"kurang ajar eh kau"

"haha, ey you i look so fat eh"

"haha tahu takpe, you look so round!!"

yes he look like one yukozuna dalam webcam tu ok!!
tak bedek, and somemore tgh makan icecream.

tu budak bila i first met him, he look skinny,
macam tiang lampu stengah jalan tgh bikin.
now, double chin lah double deck lah,
all double!!
and his mom told me that he looks like lelaki
ada satu anak. LOL.

and he's finding ways to look good or rather tuck in
his perot for our photoshoot.

......................

during the conversation..

he;

"you tgh chat dgn sape?"

"dgn ali lah, whoelse"

(err, ali - we met at friendster btw, he's funny, and we became friends later,
so i did tell hafiz everything about us and all.. I NEVER CHEAT MY FIANCE hor!!)

"ohh...abeh dgn org lain you chat pakai cam jugak pe"

"nolah, hakim (his small bro) only lah"
"oooooooooooo, i nak sleep sok work, u chat with hakim ok?! luf u"

" :( "

"asal sedih b, i bukan nak mati"

takde link langsung can?!!!
wah manyak sakit hati oh..

..............................

he will never fail to msg me between 530 to 6pm,
cos he knows, i just finished with work.

"dah balik b"

"belom, nak gi makan tosai dulu dgn fie pas tu balik, y?"

"takde pape tanya je"

"oh ok..."

half an hour later

"dah balik wak?"

"nk balik ni, i tunggu u kat tangs" (tangs - where he fetch me everytime)"

"hahaha ok i amek pakai merc tongsampah"

"yelah, bila part aku sumer tong sampahlah apelah,
kau nak tgk motor kau nye tayar tanggal pe?"

"hahahahahahha"

...........................

last sunday,

"i nak gi swimming tau later with alfiah all"

"huh? you pun nak mandi jugak pe?"

abeh gi swimming tgk org swimming pe??
ke setekat dine in kat canteen dia?!
lame question...

"yelah..mandi je, suka suka je, boring ah,
all the laki's all go work"

"abeh pakai ape? terkeluar sume nanti"

tak perlu kasi tu comment pe!!!!

"pakai baju addidas lah yang buat untuk g gym
dgn sluar pendek, tak nampak pape lah..."

"ok jgn lupa me da k, syg u"

-____________________-

.......................................

IF MY LAKI CAN SAKIT MY HATI,
I ALSO CAN SAKIT HIS HATI MORE DEN WHAT HE DO TO ME OKAY?!!

****YYYYAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKDDDDDUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

okay fine, im bored...

dont layan me.

k bye.

2009-01-12T13:46:00.003+08:00

hai lovelies,
hows the past weekends?
mine was pretty much about spending my free time with
my belovered friend aka sister, alfiah.

we had this great bond with each other since last
3 years and we are still staying strong till today,
which made us more closer each day and yes, the lovely affair
that i will never forget.
i can proudly say that this gf/sister of mine is
someone who i can trust and love with all my heart.
not forgetting ismail her fiance,
whom i treat like my own brother,
his never ending nags is always playing in my head. lol.
yes, i know that ive been blogging about them too much.
i just cant thank them enough you see. :)

the two of us spent the whole of our saturday at my place,
cooking, sleeping and share our past and present problems of life
together.

had breakfast date the next morning with my baby,
right after he's night shift.
thank you dear love for sacrificing your 3 hours of sleep just to
have breakfast with me! :)
im truly touch and i apologise for you have to wait for me
for a couple of minutes for i hv bad bad tummy ache! LOL

that afternoon also, the girls which includes myself,
alfiah, rabiah and fazilah went swimming at JE,
not forgetting alfiah's family who joined us too.
the last time i went swimming was like 6 years ago??
Yes during my "n" level period! :p

we had so much fun.
afterwhich we head JP to have our dinner and catch up
with each other over cheesecake at coffee bean. :)

and today, a very busy monday i must say.
at the same time, im feeling very excited,
well, this have to keep to myself.
(okay fine i shouldnt have said, but i cant take it! :p)

and ohh, you know, im close to hell this morning
as i accidently discard a patient's waste,
and little did i know that im so lucky today as
the patient's did not even shout nor throwing negatives comment
on me, thank god!

okay lovely ladies, happy lunching.

love,
sue.

***

faeza: haha. panjang lah. kau tanya dia punya parents
ah asal kasi nama panjang2! lol tu actress from
"istri untuk suamiku" lah.. tahu tak tahu?

rina: oh god, im so sorry to hear that my dear.
and yes true enuough, maybe ni sumer dugaan.
insyaallah, all is well. tq once again love.

fbg: thank you for the support dear love.
thank you. im just not myself that day, hence the entry.
crucial moments, and i just cant get over it.
*barney hugs*

syasya: sya you're always so dear to me eh.
you know what? I LOVE YOU, babe!
*barney huga and kisses on your cheeks"

fezah: tolong angkat barang boleh?! :p

2009-01-10T10:38:00.003+08:00

she's gorgeous aint she?
i just adore her too much,
from the role she play,
from the way she is,
just everything, perfect.

inneke koesherawati is my next idol,
apart from siti nurhaliza, that is.

:)

2009-01-09T14:52:00.002+08:00

yest, i went for my facial treatment,
and i found out that my acne is recovering,
as told by the head beautician and the only thing now is
to do more laser treatment as so the scars would vanish.

well syukur alhamdulillah,
what i need to do now is to watch my diet. heh.
im stubborn.

yest too, dearest fetch me from where i am before having dinner
with azhar and edil.
azhar requested for botak jones.
well, i thought it was certified halal.
we were close enough to place the order when hafiz
realised that there were pork dishes on the menu.
haha.

so hafiz thought of swensons.
so swensons made us dinner and desserts.

nice ambience with good friends around is simply,
good to be true.
i love them boys aka hafiz's friends,
cos they're fun bunch and they're good to me too.
well no worries, my man is so understanding and he's happy
to see me having such a great bond with them.

ho'well i think ive blog enough for today.

i have no idea what my weekends were likely to be
as my fiance is having his night shifts all straight days.

:/

haiz.

till then beautiful people.
enjoy your weekends.

love,
sue.

***

mala: really? such a small world eh?! yes they're from fajar sec btw!
and i just met him yest but i forgot to tell him about you!!
oh god..

rina: thank you sweetheart. that is so thoughtful. :)

syasya: where got?! where got?! :p

2009-01-09T14:40:00.002+08:00

ive beginning to learn that i have to be strong to go thru
every obstacle, by my own.
it's isnt easy to go thru this w/o the full support of your family
and your love ones.

i only started to have this blog when i know that
i have nothing in this world, but myself.
i love myself, i see myself as my father.

the most memorable day for me is coming,
i need a wali, i need a father.
a father who can solemnised me and my future partner.
but that was just a dream. a dream.
i wanted to have the most beautiful wedding in my eyes,
although it was just a simple one.

dear dad, pls watch me, from heaven.
you will always be in my heart no matter what,
cos i've never met someone who is so dear,
so cheerful like you..

cos every single person whom i met and lived now,
is someone who is so sellfish and never knows what
ive been thru and how hurt i am.

i am alone, dad.

love,
your daughter.

2009-01-09T14:20:00.003+08:00

When i thought, that no one even care how
my feelings are and how hurt i am,
i wish for just one thing, giving up.

Giving up - throw aside everything and continue
with life as it is.

Why cant just one person possibly knows
what im going thru?

I feel serba salah, terlalu serba salah.

I hate to do this everytime,
and ive always been the middle person.
I hate this, i totally hate this.

Everything isnt fair.
Not fair for me.
Why i have to be alone in the darkness?
Why i have to follow everyone's say when i have my own decision?
Why i have to go thru hurdles to please everyone?
Why i must be the middle person everytime?
Why must i put a fake smile, when im totally upset or dissapointed?
Why am i too weak to fight?

:(

As long as you're happy, im happy.

2009-01-07T10:37:00.003+08:00

"you forgot :("

"hehe sori dear..blum lmbt g..
hapi aniversy syg..luf awk sgt"

nasib baik kau ingat fiz,
kalau tak, aku tunggu kau depan jurong island nye entrance
dgn senapang gajah..

happy 6yrs 5 mtnhs hor.
love you alot abit alot alot and alot abit and alot.

ok bye.

love,
sue.

**

sya as i say, no matter how tak siap you are for the
camera, you still look good!! nyehehe.

2009-01-06T11:26:00.015+08:00

okay tell me my youngest cousin is cute,.... like me. LOL
thank you so much.
:p

my own little santa clause on last christmas.

his sisters.

the christmas holidays were spent with no other than
my in-laws. both myself and hafiz went out shopping before
meeting his family for dinner, which we went all the way to JB,
singgah selalu.

his ever so lovely grandma whom i adore.

and my new year's countdown wasnt that bored or bad either,
despite the heavy traffics, human traffics and ~~drug trafficking~~,
traffic lights and more lights... (haha)
we catch the fireworks at marina with some good friends.
fun bunch i must say,
what a luck to start a new year with a lost cammy ya, azhar?!
yes this friend of mine lost his camera an hour before the clock strike midnight.
maybe we were too busy with DAYTONA, that explains the misplaced or stolen. :/

some are captured nicely :)

zul's best photography. LOL,
depan tong sampah.
now say hi to zul's friend here,
she's sweet right?!!

had supper at KTM, where DASRIN ACCIDENTLY SPILL A HOT CHICKEN SOUP ON MY PANTS.
sway tol ok.
afterwhich i slept over at my fiance's place as we were likely to leave
home to JB in the early morning, so his mom suggested
that i spend my night there instead.

we didnt leave that early though.
reach JB about 10am and had our breakast at Jusco,
before heading to this particular place to have our serious shopping.
We almost spend the whole day there.
and like finally, i found my "sangkar burung" which ive been
hunting for in singapore but too ex.
wee, im one happy person cos the whole carboot was full with my stuff
not his. hahaha. and i even hold my flower vase with me.
okay, did i told you i bought loads of flowers?!! yeah, lots of them.

and the much awaited grand wedding of emily & jop.
emily was one of my blogger friend.
well we eventually became friends thru blogging, that is.
she is so beautiful.
simply love her deco, the orchestra and everything else.
and oh thank you ALFIAH for accompanying me!!

i did not bring my cammy along,
just wanna thank my lovely friend here, syasya,
for the pictures!! LOL
thanks eh sya... hehe.

my face punyalah berminyak,
can perah masak nasi goreng seafood.
hehe..
here'e the bride and groom!!!
cantik....

after the lunch reception,
we went EXPO for the metro sale.
well, nothing caught our eyes though, even if the sale were crazy.

since we were craving for popeye's,
we cab all the way down to CHANGI AIRPORT
just to dine at our favourite restaurant.
ho'well, the atmosphere was so good that we spend a couple of hours
chit chatting.

and yest, i met my baby.
i was laughing my **** off when i did something
stupid to his beard! and the moment he saw his beard,
he stare at me and said
"aku suruh kau buat lain, lain yang kau buat suhaila".
i reach home with a cramp stomach.

LOLOLOLOL.

i cant help it.
like seriously.. ok fine, you dont get it kan?!

alright, im done.
i shall get something to drink,
im so thirsty. err, delifrance chocolate blended??!!

good day lovelies.

i shall end my entry with this cutie pie with my favourite teddy
that my fiance gave me as a gift last 2 years!! haha.

love,
sue.

2009-01-06T10:57:00.001+08:00

a proper update soon ya,
with pictures, i promise.

:)

2009-01-02T22:37:00.002+08:00

It's 10:42pm now to be exact.

And this is too much,
as i just had a plate of carbo,
with yummey mutton curry and grandma's overfry dry beef(which is nice!).
I thought i would skip dinner tonight \,
but since dearest grandma always

"ella, mari makan sama nenek la.....
nenek dah masakan telor nie"..

Now dont blame me for being huge now,
especially my muffins.
LOL
Scold my grandma for being too good to serve me food everytime she's here,
and good err bad news is, she's living with me for the moment,
so yeah, more of her, much more weight to gained. OMG

I do not what's with her, like seriously do not know why.
She kissed me and hug me sometimes -
no special occasions.
I feel blessed cos she told me she will always "doa"
for the best for me and hafiz, after she perform her prayers.
Alhamdulillah..

As for me , her grandaughter, i always wanted her to live life to the fullest,
forget about all her sorrows and problems,
take good care of herself especially her health,
and also to be happy with her children and grand-children.

:)

Ho'well, i have loads of pictures to share but apparently
my card reader jahanam already, and ive yet to get a new one.
And yeah, i have so much to blog too but time did not permits plus,
whats an entry without beautiful pictures right?!

That shall wait.

*yawns*

im feeling very sleepy and tired but
i havnt finish converting all the movies,
so yeah an hour or two before bedtime.

good night beautiful souls.

love,
sue.

****

dearest beautiful friends who tagged,
thank you and god bless.
happy new year!! :)

and hello zulaiha!!

2008-12-31T13:20:00.004+08:00

In just a few hours, we welcome a brand new year,
two oh oh nine.

2008 has been very great for me.
Thru happiness, thru sadness.
Nevetheless, i had great journey throughout the year.
That's where, most of my friends got engaged and married.

Some "friends" who breaks my heart, who purposely bring me down,
and have the guts to bring my dignity down, who truly
unappreciative is finally a "nobody" in my life.
You have made such a huge mess in my life, and other's,
therefore seeing you is like seeing one hell of a "syaitan" face.
I dont mean to be harsh, but its just so true.

But alhamdulillah, i manage to pull it through, happier now.

I shall just keep a few in my heart,
they're the one who bring lights to my life,
who always give me encouragement and always appreciate
littlest things that i've done.
Thank you people, you know who you are.

To ismail and alfiah,
thank you for being the greatest person on earth.
Thank you for being there for me,
thank you for your kind words and encouragement for me to move on.
The most important thing is,
thank you for believing in me.
I love you both so much.

And this month also marks a year of my engagement journey with
my one and only belovered man, nurhafiz.
It's been very fun and there's been so much excitement during this journey,
we sure enjoying every seconds in each other presence.

Dear husband-to-be,
thank you for showering me with your endless tender loving care.
thank you so much for being there for me thru ups and downs.
thank you for believing in me in everything.
thank you for your warm hugs and your shoulder for me to cry on.
thank you for dividing your time between family and me.
thank you for bringing me everywhere i wish to go.
thank you for getting my tak-mampu-nak-beli-punya-barang for have it
always been a surprise gifts.
thank you for making me irritated everytime.
thank you also for making me sakit-hati!! LOL.
and lastly, thank you so much for loving me.
I LOVE YOU DEAR BONCIT!!!

And ofkos thank you to my family,
for making my life a wonderful one,
without you all i wont make it this far.

I wish to have a more greater suceed in 2009,
as my resolutions for 2008 is so hancur liao!! hahaha.
So very the tak guna if i were to do a new resolutions
for this new year. haha.

And ofkos the only thing that myself and the fiance
is looking forward this new year is..

THE WEDDING!!!

Happy New Year everyone,

Love,
Fiz & Sue.

***

illa: eh? yeke? ive been there for a couple of times sey,
but same je.. i think they dont like me lah. or i so cute to resist
that dorang memang suka aku duduk lama2 kat situ!! hahaha.

aidah: wah aidah, siap dgn road name sekali!!! hahaha..
bila awak and mimi boy nak blanja nie??! hahaha. sue tak tahu malu!!

felicia: wah, celebrate at home, SLEEPING lor!!! :/

yunira: LOL wa lupa babe.. k ah wah relink..hahaha

mala: thank you mala dear!! HAPPY NEW YEAR to you too!! :)

syasya: haha. ngorok pelan sikit eh sya!! kau buat my waterface drop you know!! :p

2008-12-30T15:33:00.002+08:00

Sungguh membosankan, can?!
Its only 3.35pm sharp and i have like
356787 hours to go before i punch out.
*yawns*

Tomoro is the eve of the new year,
and i have to cover the later part of the day,
which means i'm reporting to work at 1pm.
Sungguh sian dan tak menyeronokan.
Tapi takpe, boleh NGOROK puas puas tonight.

Me and fie is craving for soup tulang.
I already pujuk my laki,
now her turn pulak kena pujuk her laki.

So let's see, which of our laki membebel non-stop okay?!!

haha.

good day awak semua.

love,
sue.

***

nurul: hello nurur, can miss melah, who say cannot?
keje with me konfirm either kena buang or gaji turun!! haha.
asik main main je. dun stress2 hor chiey2.

zie: terima kasih awak! :) :P :z (i more smiley, can challenge or not? haha)

faeza: hai faeza bengok . hahahaha. (kau dah takde kerja kan?!)

aidah: ah, pandai pun cikgu aidah. aku langsung tak tu tempat nama ape!
memang sedap, akak suka noh!! butter prawn tu jgn ckp ah, wa peberet jugak!!
and bilik baru tu,pelan sikit,macam faham nak tukar tukar, tgk lah
result dia nanti eh, tunggu lah yer.. tunggu lagi 6 bulan!! hahaha.

rina: haha takde harapan? tak kasi perangsang langsung!! haha.
my perot dah tak boleh tuck in lagi, pakai corset pun boleh koyak!!
hahahaha..

syasya: was here? kueh2 kopi2 takde? hehe.. miss you alot and many oso!!
*hugs*

2008-12-29T12:37:00.007+08:00

Ive been spenting most of my time over the weekends
with my boncit and his family.
I definitely had fun.
Early the afternoon i went IKEA with hafiz.
I love IKEA, i wish i have my home now,
where i can do everything i want, like as in
deco, cleaning and such.
We bought ourself new stuf for our future room! (LOL)
Cos my wardrobe itself wont fit as much as what we have now.
(read: bags, clothes & junks)
Poor hafiz who have to carry as double as my weight.
hahaha.
Window-shop at queensway before heading to his house
to proceed with our next plan.
We went JB for some grocery shopping and supper.
Singgahselalu serve bad service.
We waited for like an hour or more for a couple of dish.
That is totally ruin our mood and ofkos angn dah banyak masok
peyot yang lapar nie. :(
Reach home close to 4!!

The next day i attend fezahishak's engagement.
I have my MIL to accompany me since my belovered fiance,
is so shy-shy nak datang!! *roll eyes*

(thank you faeza dear for the pictures!! LOL
sekian lama kita tak bertemu ya buk!!)

I is so malas to bring my cammy. :/

Fezah you look so pretty!! Love the makup babe!!
Congratulations once again to both lovely couple for
their engagement!!

And im so glad to meet some fellow bloggers too.
Hai zie, hai adriyantie *waves*
:)

Afterwhich, we went geylang as his parents wanted to get something.
Had another round of food, i love my lamb chop. :)

Head his home before meeting our two good friends,
is and alfiah.
Went raffles.
This time, i was all smiling cos i got my wedding heels already!!!
:):)
yey *kallang wave**
Cant wait to wear it!!

Since mr ismail is craving for some seafood,
we head down to Bedok just to have our spread of seafood,
which is so yummey and finger licking!!
Sedap!! Even hakim tambah nasi okay!!
I love that boy so much!!

Ni hafiz, non-stop pet pot pet pot
Tarebeng lah eson!!

Kalah mak nenek!!

The spread, and more...

It's somewhere at bedok.
I cant recall, but they serve goooood food okay!!
We will come back CHILLI CRAB!!

And now, tell me how, tell me how to diet liddat?!!
:(

Ok people.
Im kinda busy right now.
Monday makes me sick!!!

Have a great day ahead beautiful people.

Love,
sue.

***

aidah: halo cikgu, lebih? satu hapak pun tak dapat,
lebih ke hapa. hehe. i think starhub dont like me lah.
ketok me until i go bankrupt oso tak puas. :(

Shuling: hello :)

rin: hai rin, awak kita belom kahwin lah wak! hehe.
anyway thanks for coming by here.and thank you for the compliments too.
you're sweet yourself dear! shall link you up soon ya!! :)

2008-12-25T16:38:00.002+08:00

Im so bored right now,
so bear me few seconds.
Nyehehe.

Yest, nasib not good.
Caught 2 prawns only.

I think the prawns all go christmas countdown!
:/

thirty dollar fly already!! haha.

Had roti prata and rojak india for supper.
Laugh so hard till 3 plus a.m, before we end the night.

They were making fun of my passport photolah, whatelse!!!

SIAN...

I is so biasa kene kutuk already!!!

Hafiz kesoronokan bila part aku!!
Thanks eh tunang tersayang!!

My grandma came over, and i slept with her.
LOL.
She made sup tulang which is so so yummey,
but too bad im so full after lunch with my dear baby just now at LJS.

If my grandma were to cook for me everytime she's here,
the weighing machine lari rumah sey..

And FBJ, i oso never call2 ley.
Ni starhub memang nak kene ah.
And talking about it, ive yet pay my bills.
Teehee..

*yawns*

i go ngorok first ok?!

ok bye.

2008-12-24T17:31:00.003+08:00

I am here blogging away at StamfordTyres while waiting
for his car to be done.
His mom read mag while the dad and his boys,
wonder around for car accessories.
Boys will be boys.

Myself and my MIL (ehem!) is starving already.
haha.

"lambat eh buat bende nie?"
"erm, lambat jugak cik!"
"takde kreta extra ke, kalau tk kita leh kuar"

hehe.

No hot drinks right here,
only some phatetic huge vending machine with a few stocks -
carbonated drinks which left only coke light and coke.

Wee wee wee.
Hakim's lappy saves me from boredom.

Howell, i guess the family will head to JP right after this,
for some window shopping and erm, hunt for someone's prezzie yet again.
:)

And MAYBE, we'll be going prawning tonight with our two favourites.
This time, i DO NOT WANT TO SHARE with hafiz!!
I want my own personal rod and bait.
And do you know what he reply me?!

"wah action!! pay yourself!!"

-_____________-

The best fiance is him, who else!!! hahahaha.
How lame..

Oh, the weather is too fine for a hot chocolate.
Where the heck can i find one here?!!

:p

2008-12-24T11:22:00.003+08:00

Firstly,
thank you cousin for the lunch treat! :)

Secondly,
no thanks to my phatetic desktop.
(still not running! urgh!)

Thirdly,
thank you boss for the unofficial half day leave.
(okay fine, big deal for me as i left only half-day
official annual leave till march next year! tak boleh survive ok!)

Forth,
thanks to the rain for it has screwed the whole plan.
But, i still need to renew my belardy Passport.
(okay okay, alhamdulillah to the good cold weather.
we have to appreciate every littlest thing, SUHAILA!!)

Fifth,
thank you GOD for the kacings in my bank-account!
Alhamdulillah.

Sixth,
no thanks to Starhub for my bill exceeds.
one hundred fifty bucks is no joke.
when the **** i go call many many??!! siao ah ler.

Seventh,
thank you alfiah for everything, like as in EVERYTHING!!
LOL.
You've been a great ~~helper~~ sister!!
hahahaha

Ninth,
no thank you to my numerous facial appointments.
(tak tahu bila nak abes!!)

Tenth,
Merry Christmas!!
.
.
.
.
.
I know this entry is siao crazy.
Who told you to read???!!!

:p

Did i just ruin your mood?
LOL.

Im crazy.

Happy holidays beautiful people!!

Love,
sue.

***

syasya: wey dont puji me lah, wait i kembang fly fly you know.
i oso cannot wait for my big day cos i want to see my makup tebal face
like what. hahaha. happy xmas 2 you too babe. present maner?? haha. :p

seri: ho ho ho ..... happy holidays to you too love!!

2008-12-23T16:47:00.006+08:00

I dont know what actually happen
when the windows started to lag.
My personal desktop at the office
is unable to start Windows already.

I'm a dead meat okay.

How to work like that?

I just turn it off, again and again and again,
and even turn off the main switch.
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.
But to no avail.

HELP?!!!!

:(

Ps: im using one of the lab techs comp for this entry! :p

2008-12-22T16:59:00.004+08:00

Im gonna bring the kiddos out tonight,
4 of them plus one mak budak, fie.

Another round of "YES MAN" for us both.

:p

Sya,
dont cry okay?
nyehehe.
Ni lagu wah punya favourite jugak!! :)

2008-12-22T11:41:00.015+08:00

This gonna be the longest post ( i guess! ),
and pictures overload.

Dont say that i didnt warned you!

:p

Saturday, nothing but shopping.
The first halves of the day was with fie,
while the rest of the day was with my one and only
belovered fiance. :)

We end the night at my sister's (cousin) place.
That beautiful bride was her first time ever
having colours to her natural-beauty-face.
She was all gorgeous with her yellow muslimah outfit
after her blissful solemnisation early that day.

Hafiz wont able to attend to her lunch reception.

***

Her lunch reception.

I do not why, but i love this. lol

Her elder sibling.
Im doing a little makup for her.
Dont mind my face, so unglamourous!! lol

One little cute family. :)
This little boy is so hyper can?
Run here run there shout here shout there at midnight!!
hehehe.

Its been awhile since i last met my father's families.
I miss them so much.
They have been so dear to me although/even after my lost.

I was mostly, forced, to sing.
A total of 4 songs in a day.
Duets and single.
:)

And the DJ even ask me if i could be part of them
to be the wedding singer.
Plus them, ive got like 3 invites already.
Im so sorry, i've to reject all of them as
im more concern about my fiance's reputation.
I sing for fun, nothing else.
Or maybe if you saw me going for auditions,
its either a try-out or being forced again. LOL.

Kak shida!!!!
:)

The groom and his entourage.

No money no entry hor!!!

"Bang macam mane ni bang? bukan satu, bukan dua, tapi tiga penghadang"

"amacam, merah boleh?"
"ah kasi chan kasi chan kasi chan ah"

"SELAMAT!!"

Silat.

Nego!!!!!!!!!!!

"kak, minta lebih sikit, jgn takut, duit GST dia belom kacau"
"eh boleh eh? k k, awak diam diam jer k"

"dia dah dtg eh kak"
"ah ah ok get ready"
"ok ok"

PET POT PET POT
nego nego nego

"not bad jugak abg pakai kacamata hitam ni,
kasi chan ah"

Dapat masok jugak!!!! hehehe

Salam suami dulu yer....

Her last outfit!!

Last but not least,
Selamt Pengantin Baru KAK!!!!!!
:):):)

You look so so so sweet and gorgeous on your wedding!!
Like seriously sey...

Phew, that was tiring and long one ok.

2008-12-20T10:34:00.003+08:00

No more top 3 this year.
Kasi chance ah kat org lain pulak! hehe.

Ive got the 31st prize out of 44.
Not bad huh.
Well, the vouchers is needed by the way.
:)

I terribly miss photography although im still a sucker for that.
As you can see there are more words than photos in this
phatetic blog of mine, nothing but rubbish! True?! No?!

I still need to lose a couple of pounds and my face to be
pimple-free and also to learn how to tuck in my muffins,
before ready to take self potrait.

Yest, my dearest fiance was kind enough to fetch me from
the party and afterwhich we head to VIVO -_-
to deposit some cash at CitiBank and survey someone's
birthday present.

Out of the wind, i asked him ;

"my hair is a bit long already"

"tak abes abes"

"mestilah, ive been longing for a nice long hair"

"ckp je tapi nanti potong"

"where got potong, sekarang dah tak pe"

he shifts his fringe like what i always do and said..

"should i cut my fringe or not"

"hahahaha, fringe je pe, fringe skejap panjang"

"sama jugak"

"okay fine, you suka i long hair or short, simple"

"alah samalah"

"short or long"

"hahahaha, merepek, i nak you long hair sampai lantai"

"short or long"

he strangled me...

"yelah yelah long hair"

"hehehe, long hair for you"

"macam faham"

"i wont cut cos i have to but at the same time i want it long"

-_-

HAHA.

He brought me over to KTM just to have his
awaited teh halia kong kali kong maut.

And me

"org bawak gf dia gi makan restaurant on a friday night,
kau bawak aku gi sini minum teh halia dgn jempot jempot,
tak romantic betol ah"

He laughed.

***

I wonder whats the plan for tonight.
Hmm.

Oh emily dear, ive received your gorgeous wedding invitation card!! :)
Woah.. counting down hor you!! :):)

Till then ,
have fun and enjoy you weekends beautiful people.

Love,
sue.

**

fezah: nope dear! :( anyway thanks love.

nadia: yang mulut bukak besar2 tu pelan sikit dek!! LOL

2008-12-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

GCE "N" level results was yesterday,
attaining good results and was the only malay boy
from his stream to get to Sec 5 next year.
Im so proud of you firdaus. :)

He's been very good to me, very dear,
and always there for me too. :)
Yes, we are that close.
I shared my problem to him,
and he shared his too.
And we gossips too you know. LOL.

And since my time is nearer,
he said this to me..

"when you're married, we wont be able to go out,
or have dinner together again"

and i'll make sure that is not gonna happen.

Oh yes, yes i mean YES,
Oh yes man was so funny.
Go watch the movie ya people.

I havnt had a proper meal since morning,
and i hope the spread for the party later
dont dissapoint us. Nyeahehe.

Meanwhile, have a great friday night you
beautiful people! :):)

Love,
sue.

2008-12-18T16:31:00.004+08:00

Well, the company's annual christmas party
held tomorrow at "GRAND CORRIDOR" at camden's.
So sengket one.

I wonder whats the lucky draw prizes consist of,
and i'll never know if i can bring home the 2nd prize
once again. :)
if not, maybe i can bring the log cake home again,
courtesy of Mr Big Boss.
To good to be true, tu org memang tgk mood!!

Ive been wanting to watch YES MAN.
Today's the opening.
And when i thought that Mr and Mrs Ismail,
ya them both, to give me a call if i wanted to join them
for the movie tonight without hafiz around.
My fiance is having his night shift today. :/

So the kacau daun eh?!
And them being them, they dont mind at all,
hence the invites.
It feels awkward.

Lets just see, cos i have appointment with the little cousin
for jogging tonight. Yes jog, any problem?! LOL
*sue semangat satu minute tiga puluh saat*

I need to get my passport renewed so badly, like since forever already.
And did i tell you that my wedding photoshoot is somewhere out
of Singapore?! Sudah terang bukan os-to-lia or hong-kong or maldives lah..
Seberang jer.... LOL

The problem with me is - I HATE TAKING PASSPORT PHOTO!!
Never nice!!

:/

Till then, good day everyone.

Love,
sue.

***

FBJ: yeah, splurge in for the wedding. Oh wait,
abeh nak makan ape sey?! LOL.

Mala: :) thanks.

Seri: thank you cantik!

Syasya: sekejap eh babe?! pejam pelik!!
anyway thank you love..

Nurul: LOL.. touching kan aku!! hhaha

2008-12-17T17:42:00.002+08:00

Love can make you laugh; love can make you cry.

Love is something you cant buy.
It's priceless.

I appreciate what love is, what has been given to me.

But i always wonder, why i must be the one who will get the
most hurtful thing when im the one who works hard on it
and do thousand positive things that make your day and
put a smile on your face and
avoid millions things that you dont like
just to make you happy?!

I believe that whatever happens, happens for a reason.

Therefore, im still here looking at you and SMILE.

Love,
sue.

2008-12-17T10:13:00.006+08:00

We almost buy a new handset yest.
The fiance did not wana buy himself a new hp
(since he's been eyeing for one)
if i do not agree on having one myself.
(which its a need to have one brand new
one cos my N95 sucks big time,
batt life limited sey!!)

I do not understand why, so silly.
Cos to me, i rather buy my slr lense which cost
me a new Sony Ericcson Experia. Cool stuff.
Nyehehe.
That shall wait after everything settled.
-__-

Last monday, the usual suspects had this unplanned meetups.
There were 10 of us including myself and hafiz.
Azhar brought his beau along.
She's nice in a way, very american-speaking,
stayed in california, but she's in the malay-blood.
I find it very complicating but hey, she's very laid back
and vey humble. :)

Daytona at Lucky Plaza was crazy. LOL
Everybody was too obsess with it.

We settled our dinner at Marina, where we had so much
fun laughing to abg amy's craps and everyone end up
with a cramp tummy. :p

Wanie, aidil's gf joined us after her company dinner.
She was all sweet and pretty with her cute little dress.

After which bowling disspoint us by failing scores
bad bad service, and bad bad pins. No fun.
But no less they were bunch of crazy people.

The guys were so unsatisfied about their deals
that they took revenge by Daytona again.
This time, zul no winner,
ismail took over!! :p

We then had our late supper at KTM,
with good teh ais and baby's favourite teh halia,
with goreng pisang.. ooh... heaven!!

I had so much fun although its just the night of the first
day of the week.

What an entry without pictures?!
God, im sorry i just need to get myself a new digi cam. *alasan*
My cammy is just too bulky for random outings.

Hehe.

Before i end this entry,
here's me wishing my dear brother

a HAPPY 20th BDAE.

and my dearest friend aka good friend aka kakak, *lol*
a

HAPPY 23rd BDAE.

sorry hor, this i go curik. hehe

And off course happy 1 year of engagement dearest fiance!

It has been smooth and wonderful journey.

Good day beautiful people!!

:)

Love,
sue.

passerby: hello there. thank you for dropping by.
sure will link you up dear. :)

2008-12-15T11:21:00.003+08:00

Overdue peekchers.

2008-12-13T09:51:00.004+08:00

Okay we went prawn fishing again yesterday
for 3 damn hours,

and do you know how many we I've caught?!
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F I V E
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5
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merepek kan?!! hahaha.

tu hafiz, langsung satu abok pun tak dapat!!! LOL

Wherelse the rest caught about 12 lah, 27 lah, huge prawns somore...

And at the end of the day, biasalah dgn muka kesian aku nie,
ismail and alfiah donate theirs to me. LOL.
So ive got like more then 15 prawns to eat lor.

Reply to taggers:

Aku dah macam MP sey..
LOL.
Meet the MP session!!!

cikgu aidah: very greedy lor. memang hardworking , memang nak carik rezki.
tapi nyawa org lain and harta benda org lain taknak jaga.
so sell-the-fish lor. nolah you not batu api, you bola bola api!! LOL
k sue merepek.

summer: you find me cute? *sue tgk cermin and smile*
**boleh tahan jugak eh cute aku nie** LOL
no no i wil never tembak you with senapang gajah,
only will cocok you with keris hang tuah. lol
ok lame i know. :/

feezawati: nak report kat boss dia?? Dia dah cabot dulu.
Tu china pandai tau, kuang asa, tol!!
*sue tarik rambut geram sendiri*

syasya: alhamdulillah sey kita okay!! yalor, bangsa dia eh,
kalau bebual irritating sey, kat my place ada satu tau,
dia bebual step cute, konon cute ar tu, padahal padahal,
and bebual non stop, sape nak gi layan dia nye negeri nye story sey,
nak je aku suruh dia buat buku pas tu jual kat borders. LOL
haha membebel non stop. kalah pasar tekkah!
Geram je, ape kate kita ramai ramai rembat dorang? Set?
Set time set place ar!! LOL.
Have a great weekends too love love. :)

Nadia: yalor, its been awhile sey. no no.
Its been long!!! :p
Haha, rindu my laughter?? the buruk ones you mean?! LOL

Ok MP dah penat!! LOL.

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Pictures soon lah okay?
Lagipun me never take many many pictures.
Now lazy oredi!!

Have a great weekends beautiful people.

Love,
sue.

ps: sungguh broken english!! :z

2008-12-12T10:16:00.003+08:00

Another disastrous thing just happened to his innocent car.
Stupid CHINA guy. Ok fine, lets not come to a conclusion
whereby im racist or bias or whatsoever.
Just to let you know that these people are people
who do not have brains or otat kat pan***.

Im so not going to be exagerating right here,
but i do not understand how on earth you pass the
trailer driving test.

We were at a junction along Vivocity when this huge long trailer,
with a plate number of;

instead of giving us some allowance to drive first,
he just dash off and hit my baby's left car and left
a few scratches without stopping or apologising.
Bodoh punye busok.

I was at the left sit where i witness everything.
Lucky me who tak kene langgar sey!!!
Bodoh bodoh bodoh!!!

So we followed that stupid man sampai construction side at Sentosa ok.
Dia membebel bahasa dia, macam aku tak faham pulak.
He said something in chinese,
let me interprete..

"you dont know my language, i dont know yours,
so its hard, let me go"

something like that ah....

abey aku ckp ah.

"you give me money ah"..

and dia sengeh sengeh macam tak bersalah..

tak geram tu?? alamak...

hafiz cool je, aku yang mengamok!!

But serious sey, we dont mindlah actually,
but what if in future kita kene lebih terok dari
org org asing macam dorang?
Kita jugak yang susah kan?!!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... geram tau geram tau!!!

Hafiz say ni bukan rezki kita.
Yes true lah, not our day.
Tapi kan kita kene knock some sense to them tau!

eeeeeeeeeee....geram lah geram geram geram..

Tu kalau kreta aku, aku dah tembak dia dgn senapang gajah.
Org susah susah carik duit dia senang senang nak kita
buang duit pulak!! Cantik muka!!

Urgghhhhh!!!

*sue pengsan*

2008-12-11T14:20:00.002+08:00

Im so lazy to blog nowadays.
First thing, there's nothing special about my life
right now.
I've been busy, mainly, work and shopping. Ok
wait, window shop.

And this month itself, many wanna date me.
LOL.
But i have to divide my time with everything.

I tend to get very tired nowadays, sleepy in the day,
and pengsan at night till next day.
Itu pun tak boleh bangun sey.

I need vitamins.

Ive been meeting alot of friends lately,
terima kasih kerana hendak berjumpa dgn saya.
Saya amat terharu.. LOL.
Okay fine, atleast i know ada org jugak nak ajak kuar pe!!!
:p

Ok reply to my beautiful taggers.

Dear syasya, so sorry to have cancelled out meetups.
We'll find a suitable date for us to meet hokay?!
Or double date oso can!! LOL.

Dear nadia, will do dear. Going private again?

Dear nurul, nice meeting you yest. And vaio macam laptop2
yang lain lah. Nothing nice lah babe!! :p

Dear feezawati, my tangan dah ok. cuma ada tanda2 yang
tak menyenangkan lah. hehe. thanks for your concern babe.
miss you too darling. cheer up okay? :)

Dear felicia, WCP is west coast park lah. yup yup,
previously, ginza plaza! Nice mall!

Dear aidah, yeah more to come and more to WITHDRAW oso!
Wah piang.... LOL

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Wah sey, 245pm and i still have like 3 more hours to go.
Haiya... boleh cabot or not ar? Like good idea eh?! haha.

You know i wont!! :p

Good day people.

Love,
sue.

2008-12-09T14:28:00.004+08:00

Today was crazy.
Workloads, cash handling..with my swollen right hand.
Yes, i do not know who and what bites me.

Ive yet to consult the doctor,
since im so busy right now, furthermore,
i have to stay in to take charge,
as someone's on leave.

Well, the long weekends was fun.
I spent most of the time with his family.
And upmost important is the quality time we had
together although it was a just a simple affair.

We went fishing near Marine Barrage till wee hours.
That's where i got stung or something.
Bad bad day.
Dearest zafirah turns 19th (well, its not too old to reveal the age right?!)
heh.
We went around vivo to look for her prezzie,
with the whole family, yes a bunch of us.
Both myself and the fiance had a very serious shopping,
and lucky us that we had somehow manage to strike one
important thing from the wedding list. We're happy for the outcome.
And we're so excited to collect it this weekend.
Well, one mission accomplished.

And not forgetting, myself and firah
got ourself a sony vaio. Red is sexy!! :)

The kids were having so much fun at West Coast Park,
swinging happily... and whatsnot,
the mak budak (me! :/),
main swing jugak tapi got stuck halfway, cos
kaki tak boleh naik! berat sgt kot! LOL
We were laughing our **** off sey.
Tak boleh tahan.

And yeah, false alarm,
i thought that last sunday was my last facial appointment,
but to my shockness, ive got like another 17 more session
to go. Wahliao.
Ni kalau muka tak bersih jugak, tak tahu nak ckp ape!

Aidiladha was yet another simple gathering
at my aunt's place.
I was resting on her couch all the way since
im not feeling very well due to the swelling.
Meet my baby later that evening before he send me off
for dinner with my family at Mac WCP.
And yes, the new blueberry cheesecake at McCafe is
so good that my aunt makan dgn expression2 dia sey.

I thought that i could watch the Korban at the nearest
mosque but the whether didnt permits.
Hmm. I missed it this year.

Howell, i better stop here.
Im catching the shuttle bus to Camden Medical.
Pray nothing serious to my swollen hand.
Haiz.

Taa.

Love,
sue.

2008-12-06T10:17:00.002+08:00

We had loads of seafood last night,
celebrating both december babies.
Zafirah & Hazim.
Amongst all, i love my butter prawn!
I love prawns okay!!

Yummey.

That boncit accidently splurge chilli crab gravy
on his face, and i was laughing so hard, so so hard!!

2008-12-05T14:36:00.002+08:00

Ive just had lunch with my dear darling, alfiah.
She took like forever to walk just one building away
from camden to tanglin mall, i find that cute!!
She's curing and she can walk a little faster than
before.

So being the most most most baik-punya-kawan (chey! haha kidding!)
i came down from lucky plaza to camden,
just to have lunch with her! :p
She had thosai from sakunthala's and i
had just one simple dish from malay foodstall,
since i really have no idea what to cekik!

We rush to Novo right after we finished our food
since alfiah wants to get herself a new bag. :)
Well, i bought myself another 2 pair of shoes!! :/
I swear my mother and hafiz will kill me soon.
This month itself, i've already bought a total of
5 pairs of shoes ...
Im selling one of it to alfiah.

Crazy sale, crazy crazy sale.

*shoot myself dgn senapang gajah*

And yesterday, the laser thingy was painful lah.
:(
Rasa macam kene electric shock.

Okay, that hafiz commented that my face still look the same.
No difference. Okay whatever already.
As long as i know, i take good care of it.

*sue sakit hati tapi sue diam*

Howell, weekends finally here.

Take care and have fun and jgn lupa balik rumah!!

:p

Love,
sue.

***

Fazilah: awak too okay? *blowkissesbanyak2*

Syasya: Slimming? You crazy sya? you look so thin already ley!!
Unlike me lah, like mak budak 2 anak lol. I agree.
Women are like that. Im being too over-sensitive.
I just dont have any confidence.
But true lah, my face terok. Anyway thanks babe.
:)

Faz: haha. menunggu kedatangan kau?
**bunyik kompang**
LOL... aiya (mr yeo)

Eliana: Maybe stress?!! Or maybe dalam process
nak membesar?? (ape aku merepek?!)
But true sey..
you dun stress sey, nanti jadi like me,
muka rabak and rambut gugur!! :(

Felicia: Wait for 1 year bonus lah! LOL.

Fezah: tu ah, asik menyekik ajer! tgh trim lah nie.
trim habes.. LOL.

Nurul: aku memang busy lah. Busy-body. lol.
Hari hari jumpa pe?! Jumpa pat msn bobal merepek. haha.
Set time set date, kita one to one ar amacam?
Bdae lu nak dtg nie.

2008-12-04T13:54:00.003+08:00

Right, i didnt noticed that today is thursday
until i realised that i have my 2nd last facial appointment
this evening. Time really fly past by so fast eh?!

Alright talking about my 2nd last facial appointment,
which mainly on laser treatment today, ive yet to see
any changes on my face.

Most of my colleagues and close friends, was too
excited to know whats the outcome is - whats not -
ive already throw almost 2k for that, okay fine, my mom
sponsored half of it.

Dont get this thing wrong people,
the laser treatment is not a process that makes one face,
tremendously clean or smooth or erm.... pretty? heh.
I once ask them, whats the laser thing for?!
They told me "its too reduce the spots on your face",
i just replied, "okay". LOL.

I have like 7 products to apply (3 for now until
i finish all session) at night before going to bed.
And i hate doing that cos, i have to sleep straight as so that
the cream on my face does not touch my pillow. :/

I goes to work with a bare face!

Many were saying that i've waste alot on this,
some say i'm crazy,
my fiance even said that i can buy anything with 2k,
but i replied him this

"i want my husband to love my skin especially my looks,
i want him to appreciate that,
i want him to touch my smooth face,
and i dont want him to touch my rought face like
what i have now, i just want a clean face"...

and he said he dont mind.

BUT I MIND!!!

I always worried about those acne on my face.
Ive already try many products just to vanish it,
but nothing really works.

So, coincidently, my mom won a voucher from
dont-know-what-quiz-from-RIA, for the first 5 callers,
get themself a voucher from this particular Beauty Cntr
that i went currently. And my mom complained to them
that my face is horrible. LOL.
And true ah.... horrible kalau tgk kat cermin besar!!

And alhamdulillah, my face is recovering.
Even though my dear fiance was so terrified
about my swollen face due to the treatments. hehe.

Nyeahahaha...

So i will have my last facial and laser treatment
this sunday, and aterwhich i still need to go thru
all hassle-ments(got such word meh? hantam sajalah).

So lets just hope that i wont be in too much stress.

hmm..

Meanwhile, yest we had seafood spread at Lau Pa Sat,
myself, my baby and edil. (actually we wanted to celebrate
azhar's bdae with a treat from us, but too bad, he had flight
that night! :( )
We had Chilli Crab (yuks! tak sedap! masin!!),
Stingrays, Butter Calamari, Kangkongs, Baby Kailan,
and oyster omellete, and of cos whats Lau Pa Sat w/o
their delicious satays kan?! Hehe.
We were one happy boncit last night.

Kiukiuk.

Tomorrow's friday i cant wait for the long weekends!! :)

Till then, good day beautiful people.

Love,
sue.

ps: so dont call me crazy already ok?
ive explained, my face so terok liao!
tak kesian kan aku eh?!

2008-12-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

Dear ALLAH,

can i have a future husband like Mas Krisna??
who loves his wife more than himself?!

I truly adore men like him.
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Who is Mas Krisna?

Do you watch Istri untuk Suamiku?!!

Nice drama.

..

Its been a week since i last met my baby.
He's been busy with work lately,
and he also told me that he's on standby for reservist.
:/

So not good news.

Oh btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
AZHAR SULAIMAN!!

:p

Im so lazy to write a proper entry.
And i miss my baby so much!! :(

Good day you, beautiful!!

Love,
sue

***

faeza: aboden, aku step diet, padahal2, nampak dia mencekik
aku pun ikut cekik jugak. LOL. and yes yes, alfiah dah boeyh work!!
tapi jln mcm model senget. kiukiuk. kesian dia. yoga?? erm.....

yunira: **meja** **pout** LOL. bila nak mkn vadai lagi?
Tunggu yunira bukak kedai kat tepi jln serangoon? can?
Ape kata kita dua bukak satu? kita dua jadi bisnes partner?! LOL
Vadai is so yummy, especially with green chillies. oh shiok! :p

nurul: memang sedap roti bakar!! yoga? tata yoga tu buat aku.

aidah: hello dear. nong time no hear from you ley cheacher?!
abt LAB couture? Serious ah? very risau sey. And and and,
its okay to sit and listen or to look at their montages right?
survey survey mah, so in future senang sikit!! :)
ehem ehem.. lain je bunyik aidah?! :p
and thank you so much for your well wishes sweetheart.

syasya: miss you too gorgeous!!:) you too...

FBJ: hehe. serious ah? super touching ah?
got cry cry or not? hehe. kidding babe.
Lagu ni so meaningful right?! :)

2008-12-01T11:10:00.001+08:00

Busy monday yet again.....

:/

2008-11-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

Ive been keeping myself busy for the last few days.
I wouldnt want to stay at home alone staring at the wall
doing every possible thinking or simply just slack around
or sleep. And i got sick and tired of surfing the net.

Since the fiance was busy working, i have no one to spent
the saturday with. But well, since alfiah was dead bored at home,
she called me up if we could meet, and well ofcourse,
come down to her place. We had dinner and some window shopping
before me sending her home. :) She's doing well with the walking though,
although it tooks me alot of patience to walk with her. LOL

The sunday then was occupied with appointments mainly,
my third facial treatment.
After which, i met rabiah for dinner at Bugis before she left
to meet her BF, while i window shop, alone.

So that was it. Nyeah.

November is ending really soon.
God, how time flies.

And i dint realise that we're almost a year engaged.
Hmm..

Well, have a good rest people.

Good night.

Love,
sue.

2008-11-29T12:16:00.003+08:00

Im going to meet my dear darling alfiah later.
Jalan-jalan at the nearest shopping mall,
wherelse but Northpoint, sungguh lame i know,
with her jalan terkenjot-kenjot!! :p

And she send me this old pic of me and hafiz!
LOL, i look like a boy.
This was like 2 3 years back.

:p

2008-11-29T10:55:00.002+08:00

Im crazy over the crazy sale everywhere.
How i love christmas and end year. :)
Okay fine, i did a little shopping for the past few days.
I have to give away most of my clothes to whoever
yang boleh pakai cos i swear im putting on ALOT of weight
already, and eww, who in the world wana see
my yummy muffins bulging out?!
LOL. Right, not funny.

I seriously need to do something with myself.
Like you know, exercise or whatsoever,
i want to look good on my big day too you know.
I think i wana go on with a strict diet.
Shoot myself, i cant.
My baby is a big eater, and well,
i definitely want to have a good meal everytime
i had lunch or dinner or supper, maybe, with him.

And i just told him that im craving for Chilli Crab.
*faints*

Too bad my dearest have to drag himself to work AGAIN,
despite the fact that both saturday and sunday is
already scheduled as his "off days".
Sian.
But nehmind, i understand, truly understand.

Hmmph, i guess i will be snoring away for the
rest of the day today, maybe, before i head down
to Changi Road again tomoro for my third facial treatment.
This time, i bet you, there's pain.
:(

So enjoy your weekends beautiful people
while i enjoy being a bummer. LOL

Love,
sue.

2008-11-28T14:10:00.003+08:00

Its just 2:10pm and im getting very restless already.
Boredness, and sleepy more like it.
I still have like 3 more hours to go before i
indulge myself with the crazy sale that's going on
almost everywhere. Phew, hold on, i've got my budget lah okay.

Yest, i met fazilah n janna. Yes, its been so long since
we've met, after her being transfered to the main lab.
She has slim down, and im quite jealous of it. Nyehaha.
Alright, not jealous but im proud of her, that's what she
been always wanting to, being as skinny as paris hilton,
and beautiful like beyonce.
*smake forehead sampai jendul lohan kluar*
Haha.

And yest too, right after dinner with them,
i rushed down to Eunos for my second facial treatment.
This time, no pain, just some laser and mask thingy.
Phew!
My baby fetch me right after he finished work.
I pitied him so much but he's worried if i were to go
home alone especially walking from that place
to the train station. So dark!! :/

We went mustafa and dine in at Sakunthala's
before we head home.

My siblings has been bugging me for an MP3,
since they dont own one.

Dont worry, kalau ada rezki lebih, kakak belikan ok?!

It's TGIF!!
Good day and enjoy your weekends beautiful people!

:)

Love,
sue.

***

Essenziale: No problem dear! :)

Feezawati: Yes babe, look onto the brightest side if possible,
and always think positively and i believe your love
will go stronger each day. :)

2008-11-26T13:45:00.005+08:00

And so we had confirm to have LAB Couture Bridal
as our service provider for our big day.
I love their outfits, i love their montages,
i love everything about them, and most importantly
their friendly gestures and services.
My fiance loving it too, especially their montages.
He's excited you know!!
Wana thank kak lyn, for providing us all the information
that we need throughout the whole process.
She's so friendly that im so attached to her,
that's what ive always wanted, someone who can be
trusted for our big day.

Phew, and finally, this part is done.

I'll just have to call the previous service provider
to cancel our contracts with them.

We had our dinner at RamenTen @ HarbourFront.

My baby is craving his tomyam seafood dish,
his favourite.
I had Chicken Cutlet Tomyam for myself,

and we also had two more side orders,
which happens to be his favourite also.

"you amek gambar i you", - so sue layan him.

*slurp*

Hhhhooooiiiisssshhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....

And when your favourite dish satisfy you SO much,
this is what you've supposed to do,

SSSMMMIILLLLEEEEE!! :)

We also did some retail therapy at Vivo, wherelse.
And ive got myself some new clothes and shoes.
Yes, the last time i went shopping was like 2 3 months ago.
So a little here and there,
and went home.

Hafiz laze at my home and we watch
Istri untuk Suamiku drama together,
plus my mom who merenget pasal crita tu sedih sgt!! lol.
And edil came over for a drink and off
they went for supper at midnight.

Well that was it, a simple day yet so lovely, for me lah.
Teehee.

Good day beautiful people.

Love,
sue.

:)

****

Fatin: Considering syg, i'll get back to you selepas berbincang
dengan BIG BOSS (abg zafirah) okay? LOL. anyway thanks dear!

Een: Insyaallah dear!! Ofcourse i remember you! :)

Essenziale: Thank you sweetheart! :) Somehow i find my blog
so phatetic at times. LOL

2008-11-25T14:16:00.003+08:00

My meditech is down currently,
and am here lazing around in the office,
blogging away.

I just had McSpicy meal, steam bun and fries w/o salt,
and ofcourse it will never complete w/o my Coke Light.
Teehee. *burp*

I have so many wedding and engagement invitations on december.
And ofcourse one of my good friend and ex-classmate way back
in Fairfield, will be getting married this coming december too.
Wow, wow, wow time flies real fast isnt it?!

Meanwhile, seri dear thanks for the info babe. :)

Alright, i have piles of patient's report to be printed out,
and the meditech is still down.
:/

Good day beautiful people. :)

Love,
sue.

****

fadedbabyjeans: wlcm to the fam babe, hehe.
Canon best lah, tak menyesal, ceh sue macam faham,
padahal masih mentah lagi!! hehe. :)

liz: dont knowlah liz, cant be bothered. anyway, alfiah
is resting well at home. seminggu mc, best eh!! :p

piggy & sqeeze: LOL, you've made me laugh.

2008-11-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

We have yet to confirm for another bridal services.
Since our previous service provider somehow having
their own problems(that is what many claimed),
and i heard ALOT of negative comments
mainly from new bride&groom and related relatives)
about their service,
i guess i have to leave my $300 deposit to them for FREE.

And some even says that $3300 packages is too ex already!
I totally have no idea neither my mom. I should have asked around.
But i seriously love their outfits!! :/

If some of you know which service provider i'm referring to,
i guess this makes a point to something to consider.

I can do alot with $300 but then since the fiance
has new recommendation and good packages from his friend
who works in this line.

My fiance is more concern about the wedding than the money.
True enough, this is once a lifetime thing!!

Im so thankful that my fiance make his greatest effort to make
our big day the most memorable one.

Me? I can go nuts over this already.

Well, im looking forward to visit L.A.B Bridal Couture
with love tomoro.
And if the services are good and their packages are reasonable
enough, i guess we'll be having them and throw the deposits in!

And yes, if any of you newly weds,
happens to read my post,
what is the reasonable range of prices for videography services?!

Thank you :)

Good night lovely people.

Love,
sue.

2008-11-24T17:00:00.004+08:00

If you realised, ive delete a few post - the recent ones.

Its ok ladies and gentlemen,
nothing would bring me down.

Im happy with my love ones..

:)

Ps: haters, you're still welcome here! :)

2008-11-23T21:44:00.008+08:00

I wasnt at my best lately.
And i do not know why.
I am the main victim of STRESS, if you all wanna know.

The face, the main priority, the one i have been taking care of,
since ketibaan keluarga pimples yang tidak dijemput.
Stress, the lack of sleep, the crying, the migraines,
and all, has been taking a toll on me,
i guess, im dying anytime soon.
OMG.

The facial treatment, the laser treatment, the beauty products,
the medication, cost me one Galliera LV bag, my favourite.
:(
I have no choice, no choice.

It hurts big time, laying on the bed while enduring
a great pinch feeling on my face for more than 2 hrs,
the itch, the poking feeling is no better.
I just hope that the outcome will be MUCH better
after several treatments later.
I just wanna have a CLEAN face, thats all.

Speaking of which, my two bestfriends is resting well at home,
with alot of bandages, open wound...
alhamdulillah, they both are alright.
Im much relief now.
:)

Im just waiting for them to cure real well,
and we can spend our off days together again.

The weekends was well spent with love after visiting alfiah,
we went all over to town just to have my favourite AyamPenyet @ LP.
Heh, but too bad, my baby dont favor the dishes. :/

Picture taking with colorful lights and christmas tree.

After which, hafiz decided to drop by esplanade and one fullerton.
The camera died on us by then. My bad.

We end up taking a stroll at Boat Quey, since his fiance
nak sgt tgk atmosphere night life. So dia sanggup layan. hehe.
Kita tak gi jauh jauh, half way je pusing balik cos,
dah tak selesa. hehehehe.
Very kental we both, we know. hahahaha.

Oh well, i had great time with you honey.

Thanks for your kind understanding,gestures and thoughts everytime.
:)

ILY.

Love,
sue

****

Een: Yup yup, but she's ok now dear. Resting well at home.

Faeza: Thanks babe,thanks for concern. :) Im much relief now.

Hazman Aziz: Thank you bro!! :)

Felicia: :( Too bad, she's out from the list, actually, me too.

2008-11-22T09:25:00.003+08:00

=....(

We didnt expect that our lovely night
became one of their most worst nightmare.
My two bestfriends met with an accident yesterday
while on their way back from dinner at ECP with us.

I wasnt sure what had really happened, but
the statement shows that both in the wrong?!
Or just that little "P" plate boy is telling
lies or just making up stories or just simply
covering his a***?!

You so bad, so bad so bad so bad!!!

It was a smooth journey when that boy just dashed in
and ismail did not manage to make an emergency break on time.

I was all worried and started to burst out
when hafiz got a call from ismail and receiving bad news.
Oh god, first thing in my mind was alfiah.
Alfiah , alfiah , alfiah.

We rushed down to TTSH A&E immediately.

I dont wanna lose her.
She's been there for me, during hafiz absence,
during my bad times, during my happy times..
She teared because of me.

:(

Alfiah pls get well soon, please dear.
I couldnt bear to see you in this situation,
you know i still need you.
I know your right leg hurts so much,
that i couldnt do much but to console you
as so you will feel a little better.
I hope so...

Who wana eat ban mian with me?
Who wana chill with me after work?
Who wana msn me during working hours,
when im bored?
Who wana call me and talk crap?
Who wana call me on tuesday to remind me
of that drama, "istri untuk suamiku"?
And most importantly,
who wana help me up when i fall down
infront of your eyes, EVERYTIME AND ALWAYS??!!!!

See, you were there, with me most of the time!!

Oh god, oh god.
I care for you vvvveeeerrryyyy much, love.
And fazilah-nenepok, i love you too little sister.
Pls dont worry about us,
we'll be fine, we'll be fine.
Be good, love. :)

Yesterday's night,
us with the beautiful christmas tree @ paragon.

Love,
sue.

2008-11-21T17:40:00.002+08:00

Can i shout out loud in here?

No?

But can you please lend me your shoulders to cry on?!

2008-11-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

It's happening.

The moment of truth, i shall not declare that's the end.
I always wonder why things must go this way,
i expected the least for this to happen.
I do not want to hurt anyone's feeling nor my belovered.

For as long as im here, i am still a daughter, a friend,
a wife-to-be to hafiz and hamba to HIM.

Well, life must go on. Must go on.

I need someone to talk to right now.

=..(

I wish dad was here.

ps: will you accept it?! you need to.

2008-11-20T17:13:00.003+08:00

I didnt know that converting movies are that addictive.
My colleagues has been pestering me to teach them,
and im all free to show them.
It kept me company wherever i go,
and and and im stuck with Madagascar 2 can?!
So cute lah the movie.

On a happier note,
im so proud and so happy with my little brother-in-law
for attaining good results for his PSLE,
congratulations little brother :)

Your favourite McChicken is on the way!! LOL.
Ok that will have to wait ok, of course!! :p

I miss my baby already.
Kesian dia kene OT.

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Oh btw!!
Happy Birthday Nur Faeza bengot!!!! LOL
Moga dirahmati ALLAH dan dimurahkan rezki,
dan dihadiahkan cahaya mata for both you and hubby! :)
Insyaallah

Weekends soon!
Good day everyone!!

Love,
sue

ps: my upper right gums hurts. like, ouch?! :(

****

een: entah eh een, dia tak sebot satu pon pasal momok!
tata momok sume takut dgn dia kot! hehe. ish, nolah where got kaypo!
all girls like that mah.. hehe. tk cr love.

fazilah: **kejar-dgn-senapang-gajah** :p

faeza: alhamdulillah!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAEZA!!!!!

2008-11-19T15:49:00.002+08:00

THANKS EH FAZILAH!!! LOL

Rules & Regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird
things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of
their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts
as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to
be tagged and list their names.

Oh, well this is for fun oni lah ok.

1. I love to laugh, ALOT.
2. I have this habit of laughing with my mouth full.
3. I love to sleep alot.
4. I love to kiss my fiance's hands, and i love
rubbing his boncit tummy.
5. I am so afraid of so many things, you wouldnt wanna know.
6. I love tomyam ban mian with more fish and ikan bilis.
7. I hate strong perfumes!
8. I super love Pokka Promeganate Tea.
9. I love to take peekcher. snap snap.
10. I love myself.

Ok i know, ader yang tak link langsung, harap di-excusekan ok.
haha.

The 10 people who will have to do this.

1. sape
2. sape
3. yang
4. terlalu
5. free
6. sangat
7. dipersilakan
8. buat
9. dengan
10. rela hati

Terima Kasih sila dtg lagi.

Ok bye.

2008-11-19T14:00:00.003+08:00

Well, these guys had so much fun during their vacation.
Here's some photos that das have sent me.
Enjoy!!

LOL LOL LOL

2008-11-19T00:22:00.003+08:00

I look into my sweet old little harrington bear cookies tin, and found
our old old pictures and neoprints, i cant stop smiling on
how we used to look when we were that young. I miss my hair,
i miss my body especially, mcm slim sikit gitu kan,and i miss those days,
but no regrets, im bless and im so happy that we've made this far.

There's no words can describe how happy i am, today.
He's a change man which i cant get enough of him.
He showers me with his love, care and especially his trust.
I cant thank you enough baby, seriously, i cant.
Im speechless everytime when you did something that touches my heart.

Today, the moment i walk towards him, he gave me a smile from far,
i smiled and told myself, i love this guy and i miss him so much,
sometimes i wonder..... Why i need to remind myself or repeat myself that
i love him?!!! But i couldnt find any answer. Im clueless, myself.

But i guess, he misses his bike more than me lor.
LOL, he goes something like this "i rindu motor i, sayang dia, he's been good"..
Okay, wait how about me?!! LOL .

** roll eyes sampai mata juling **

He bought a new helmet and he looks like crazy frog.
He wipes clean and shine and stared at it most of the time.
Tsk. Tak faham lah...

He bought me some tees, those are my favourites and he chose
my favourite color too. heh.

And so we end up having our early dinner at VIVO, (haha)
window shop and to my surprise, he bought me an IPOD TOUCH.
I was all smiling, and speechless.
I kiss his hands and thank him alot.

From now on, i will never depend on my HP Mp3 already,
the battery life is limited. I can listen to my favourite songs,
peacefully without keeping a lookout on the battery life every mins.

Thank you baby, thank you, and i hope you love
the little little gifts that ive made and bought for you.
That is all i could afford.

We spend the night together with him telling me
his funny experience during his holiday with his friends.
Im glad that he had fun and enjoying everything there,
from going to phuket, jetski, paintballs, ur funny tut-tut ride,
ur friends funny antics, ur thai ladies and bapoks coversations
swimming freezing cold waters and many more.

But too bad dear, you gotta drag yourself to work again later,
although i know how tired you are. hehe.
back to what you supposed to do already.

Ok lovelies, its 1254 am right now,
have your beauty sleep and i'll have mine.
I hope i can sleep tonight.

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Syukur Alhamdulillah, syukur alhamdulillah,
dgn kesabaran dan pengorbanan yang telah aku lalui selama ini,
dgn insan yang aku sayang,
ALLAH telah memberikan aku kebahagiaan disampingnya,
bukan kerna harta benda, tetapi kasih sayang yang tak dpt dibeli.

Terima kasih muhammad nurhafiz, from the littlest thing that you do,
to the greatest thing that i've never expect.

ALHAMDULILLAH , SYUKUR

Love,
sue.

2008-11-18T23:56:00.005+08:00

Alright, the reason why im blogging at this hour
because i am so not sleepy yet.
My mind, the brains - is behaving very actively
for the past few days. I only get very sleepy after lunch time.
I even wake up for a short break for a couple of times during
sleeping hour, that explains my heavy eyebags and numerous
breakouts, pimples, you call it, i have it.
One big family pops all over my face! Stress at its peak!!
It hurts when i touches it, and the swelling feeling
makes me sick.

Im using all types of those acne treatment creams, and for now, i guess,
Neutrogena is working really well on my sensitive skin.
I just need to refer myself, chet, i mean visit the doctors
from the polyclinics as so that they can refer me to
Skin Centre, as what the fiance did before when he had this fungus thingy
on his neck during his NS period.

God, with only 1 phatetic annual leave left until March,
what do you expect?!
Tak boleh survive sey like that.
:(

I is so tak tahu ape nak buat dgn ini muka already.
My period just end and my pimples tak end end langsung.
Haiz... risau guek ok. Nak pakai makup pon takut.

HELP????

2008-11-18T15:02:00.002+08:00

Im one happy bunny today cos my baby is back.
He's back.
He's back.
He's back.

Ok lame.

2008-11-17T09:23:00.004+08:00

Work and lunch-(ed) at Ayam Penyet Ria,
before proceeding Botanic Garden.

We were too tired for the camera,
that we end up having bubur hitam at Botanic's.
Dont mind the pictures, takde link langsung!!
Penat sgt sampai dah tak tahu ape nak amek!!
LOL.

After which, she went to my place, got changed,
SNORED awhile, then off to visit the newly open
West Coast Plaza and dinner at West Coast Park Macdonalds.
:)

Thank you dear alfiah for accompanying me the whole day.
Haha. Kita dua kene tinggal dgn laki.haha

And yesterday, met rabiah for dinner at Jurong Point.
Drinks at Coffee Bean and do some window shopping.

My weekends wasn't that bad afterall.
And now, i cant wait for tomoro! :):)

My baby is coming home!!!!!!!

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Good day everyone! :)

Love
sue.

***

Khilla: hehe. best kan movie tu?!! :)

Passerby: hello there, i think everyone is facing the same thing! so sian :/
and btw, thank you for reading ya. :)

Anis: He used to be one dear. :)

Seri: hehe, tulah! Ape nak jadi pon tak tahu. haha

Nurul: oi selisih sey!! huahaha. laki aku ader pon aku macam ni,
ditakdirkan jatuh-jatuh kot. haha.

2008-11-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

Friendster is driving me crazy already.
How many friends do i have now??

ZERO!!

You read that, Z E R O !!

Urgh!!

Cant be bothered.
I still have my Facebook,
eventhough its quite complicating, still! :/

But, most of my long lost friends at friendster ley.
Now gone o-ley-dy..

Wah sian ah..

2008-11-16T17:15:00.002+08:00

If i were wearing shorts yesterday or earlier today,
i guess i'll be welcoming dearest with a smile with badly bruise knee.
I fall three times in two days. First was at Lucky Plaza,
yes at public, but no one laugh at me, i noticed, lucky there was alfiah
who helped. :( I swear my toes hurts more than my knee.

Secondly, i ALMOST fall at a public carpark at West Coast Park,
while we were on the way to have dinner at Macdonalds.

Third, i fall at those stairs on my way back, my butt hurts big time but
lucky thing, im all okay the next morning.

And today, i fall at the kitchen.

I wonder in future, if i were pregnant.. you imagine,
with multiple falls EVERYTIME.

Well, my fiance will not be surprised if i were to tell him this,
cause he have witness so much of it.

He's having so much fun right now,
paintballs, jetski.... and so much more,
that's what he's always wanted.

Just one more day before he come back home. Heh.
I cant wait to meet him!

2008-11-15T10:13:00.002+08:00

He called me upon reaching his hotel,
and told me that his room is so nice
and he promise to talk a picture of it.

Phew, i wonder why we were not that lucky
to get a place like that previously.
When we were at BKK few months back,
our hotel room was totally, yucks.
But nvthlss, i had so much fun shopping.

And today, i have alfiah the whole day as her fiance
is out for fishing, his greatest hobby, with his colleagues.
Atleast my weekends wouldnt be as bored as i imagined,
and i dont feel tthhhaatt lonely.

Ho'well, pls pls Mr Clock, pls past fast
for atleast 2 days from now. :(

Enjoy you weekends everyone.

Love,
sue.

ps: i miss you, especially your hourly calls. :(

2008-11-14T11:11:00.006+08:00

Like phew, finally,
persuaded the fiance to watch Madagascar 2.
I laugh alot during the show so does he.
Hehe. Very funny and cute show i must say.
I love all the characters especially the lion
and the zebra. I find them cute in a way that
how much they appreciate their friendship. :)

I would love to watch it over and over again.
Find me funny? Go watch it, and you'll know.
Teehee.

Love is flying off to BKK today afternoon.
Im so gonna miss him like crazy.
But i'm happy if he's happy enjoying himself there,
after all the hectic schedule he had here.

He's been such a sweetheart lately, and i think
i felt in love all over again, seriously. Bah.
Dont puke.

Like yesterday, while he was lazing at my place till midnight,
surf the net, browsing thru stuff for the gifts,
i just stare at him and feels like hugging him real tight,
but i did not. :/
Sempat............................

But when he made his moved, he hugs me real tight and told me
to take good care of myself when he's away.
You know, this feeling is terrible, very terrible.
I do not care if he have to serve the nation,
i dont even care even if he's busy doing his overtime,
and i think i also dont have such feelin when he have to
go reservist. HEH.
And, i did not even TEARED when he have to call in for NS hokay.

Ho'well, i just hope i'll be fine during his 5 days trip.

Tomorow, alfiah is all mine. LOL.
And for the rest of the days, i guess im all mine lor.
What i merepek ah. I dont knowlah.

Oh btw, meet nurul janna, erm, you can call
her MAK JANNA.
She always kena bully by me one lah she. haha.

She is so funny oso, nenot tachan!!

Oklah oklah,
good day eberiwan.

Im starting to miss him already.
Sigh..

Love,
sue.

***

yunira: dah nenok pon! besh! bluek! :p

yantie: im fine, thank you love. take care too sweety.

2008-11-13T13:01:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, i accompanied my dear darling
to Mustafa instead of our plan , to Boat Quay,
not joget-joget lah, petik-petik gambar je. hehe.

We dine at Sakuntala as the boy is craving for his THOSAI
and his teh halia,
while i had my butter nan and my all time favourite drink,
Lime juice. hahaha.tak abes-abes. okay not funny at all sue.

Oh anyway, i had been waiting for this..
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MADAGASCAR 2 , ESCAPE TO AFRICA
is NOW SHOWING!!!

Nak neeeeennnnnnnnnoooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, fiz!!

oh... you're leaving soon... :(

***

yunira: haha. mestilah rindu, kate sayang. haha.
macam faham... yalor yalor, macam kite sey sey sey.. LOL

seri: i HOPE he MISS ME. LOL. i think he does. *sue feeling2* LOL.
ah yes ah, absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes
the ears cleared from dust (membebel) . LOL.

2008-11-12T09:46:00.003+08:00

At this moment,
i wish that time will go on, slow.
Its not that im having so much fun right now,
its just that, in less than 50 hours,
he'll be leaving to BKK for his last trip with his friends
before focusing on his plans and future,
which is his upcoming wedding.

I'm so gonna miss him.

Whatever it is, have fun baby.

Love,
Your PMS fiance.

LOL

***

syasya: hopefully it never effect me THAT much,
such sensitive issues. anyway thanks honey.
and he's my pillar of strength, hehe. oh dinner?
any upcoming plans for us HR? hehehe.
*hug tite tite.

faeza: tolong? takpe, thanks eh faeza,
takut hancur sume. haha

2008-11-11T09:37:00.002+08:00

One man show!!
Cik Sue is very busy today.

2008-11-10T14:35:00.015+08:00

Warning : Pictures Overload.

I've been resting alot at home for the past few days,
as im not feeling very well since last thursday.
I was on two days mc, and yes, long weekends for me last week.
Alhamdulillah, im recovering especially my bad migraines.
And this time, i seriously need to swallow my medications,
unlike most of the time where i purposely throw everything to the bin.
Yes, i paid for the medical certificate and not the medications.
Heh.

Friday was when i decided to call off from work half way.
Yes, i was terribly sick. :(
Hafiz fetched me and send me to the clinic.

"you sakit betol betol ke, or you miss me?"

sungguh tak tahu malu!!.

I was sick the night before when we were fishing prawns.
I was shivering then, while we had supper.
I even skipped dinner!!

Oh btw,
prawn fishing wasnt that bad afterall.
You need to have alot of patience to do this.
We spent 3 hours there and caught only a few.
I caught 4 wherelse my fiance caught 1.
So kental one he. hahaha.
BUT, at the end of the day, we realised that my prawns
had gone, stolen to be precise.
I was so upset as i am the only one who is so excited and
cant wait to taste my ever first caught, prawns.
:(

But its ok, dearest alfiah and ismail donated theirs to me.
LOL.

Here's a few photos taken at Bottle Tree Park,
not much as im not feeling very well that night.

The weekends was not bad too.
I accompany darling for his yearly company soccer match at Jurong.
Bumped onto my friend farhan. :)
Quite happy to meet him after so long.
Nice to meet his new colleagues too.
They're a bunch of funny people.
Very friendly indeed, and i enjoyed my time there too,
eventhough i was the only girl there supporting his company.
hah.

Afterwhich, i had dinner with alfiah.
Brought along our siblings too.
The kids had so much fun jumping like monkeys.
I had a sudden migraine, thank god there were my sisters
who rush to get medications.
Oh god, that hurts, seriously.

The sunday,
spent my quality time with hafiz and firah.
While waited for zura, we had a simple dinner and
some chit chat session at McCafe civic centre, before
heading vivocity and marine barrage , AGAIN. LOL
This time round, we NEED to bring zura there! :)

I do not know what's my weekend would be without him around this weekend.
He will be leaving bangkok this friday without me.
Boohooo.
=...(

Well, i have plans in mind.
Lets see... hmmmphh.

Good day everyone. :)

Love,
sue.

***

Faeza: thank you dear. :)

Liz: aww. hehe. dont mention sweetheart! :)

Nurul: Thank you my dear. seriously thanks. and im recovering too. hehe
demam dah gone, tapi kepala pusing masih pusing sikit sikit hehe. :p

Eliana: hehe. dulu my fiance also macam tu jugak,
tak suka amek gambar, but nw, dia dah terikut-ikut me.
and goodlah, he's supporting enough to entertain me. lol.
try pujuk dialah, mane tahu he gave
his widest smile for the camera?! :)

Een: thank you shereen for your encouraging words.
seriously thanks. i do not care whatever they wanna say,
but sometimes, those words are too, you know, harsh.
not being over-sensitive, but i think you already feel what ive feel
right dear? :/ but alhamdulillah, im looking on the brighter side. :)

FBJ: thanks love, yes patience. GOD, how long more eh?
Asik kita je yang kene sabar? Org pijak kepala pulak!!! :/
Ignorance is bliss bliss bliss.... :)

2008-11-10T09:29:00.002+08:00

When i woke up,
all i wanna do is to start afresh to a brand new day.

And looking forward to meet my dearest later.

:)

2008-11-10T00:54:00.002+08:00

In a midst of an sms conversation...

" you kan ade me " - hafiz

" i am so bersyukur dpt you yg terima me sebenarnya" - sue

" same here b, i pun bersyukur walaupun i ada yang
tak straight, you nak i kan.. hehehehe...
kita dlm 1 boat lah. da temukan kot..
alhamdulillah " - hafiz

" you just make me laugh,
i swear im crying right now " -sue

"dala syg........bersyukur dgn ape yg ada,
org yang mengata selalu ada jugak dirinya tak perfect.." - hafiz

" thanks baby for your encouraging words " - sue

:)

How can i not be happier when this boy is around??!

Enough, a brand new day to start with when i woke up next morning.

Time check : 1:07 am

*******yyyyyyaaaaaaawwwwnnnnnssssss**********

Besok keje oi!!

2008-11-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

This is so not me,
but i just have to post this.
Please please bear with me.

boys to mens,
or mens to boys??

1. I was walking with my two angels (sisters-in-law) with my fiance behind,
when a group of little f**k-up(oops, i need to) boys -
(no way of me to tag them as young man),
started to get irritated by my sister-in-law natural beauty.
And once my dearest sister-in-law did not respond to their
so called "irritating friendly gestures and erm more like menggatal",
they showed and throw their ever so kental ,
"eh kau fikir kau jambu?".
Like WTH? So kental.
Orang tak layan, diam sua ah. Betol?
And if i were them, i so malu pasal org tak layan ok.
And then, okay this is so random and i get used to it already,
i heard they called me "gemok".
Not upset or take to heart cos i know who i am.
Yes i am fat. Yes i am ugly. Happy people?

2. Was sitting in a park, with the camera and the tripod,
busy taking jumpshots of the kids when this boy came and,
"wah camera dia boleh amek gambar bintang",
merepek and i ignored.
He approach me,
"kak ni camera canon eh"...
Now you tell me, every DSLR ada brand kat tali leher tu kan?!
Urgh. See, attention seeker number 2.

3. I left the kids, off to the public "ladies",
and this boy SENGAJA jalan depan and hadang-hadang,
"eh eh eh eh". konon aku nak langgar dia ah gitu.
Oh please eh.

Urgh. I swear this boys are so belardy irritating.

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Next,

1. I know i do not own that hour-glass shape,
my fats is already occupying some parts of the body,
my hills are huge like one of those breast-feedings mom, (most people said)
my face is as round as those out-of-shape burn potatoes,
my gums are like horses.

If you think i want this , you think twice.
You ask HIM, ALLAH.

2. Im a simple person.
I do not go for brands like you do, what is good, comfy, nice,
and whatever look good on me, i'll purchase it,
no matter how not famous the brand is, worst no brand.

If you think why i am like this, you think twice.
No one is the same.
You ask HIM, ALLAH.

3. I am a person who can communicate with anybody.
I can even make friends with my patients in just a matter of seconds,
what more on strangers. I can be friendly with your boyfriend/fiance/husband,
and whoever in just a matter of seconds too, but dont
mistaken me as a "perampas" or "menggatal".
My fiance knows me better and he knew how super friendly i am.
My fiance is not a person who is so unreasonable.

If you think why people likes me, you think twice.
Ive never forced them nor attract their attention.
You ask HIM, ALLAH.

I'm hurt, truly hurt by those nasty comments.
But my man will never fail to cheer me up,
even if he knows that many have done shits to me.

I try to control my tears, everytime, yes everytime.

=...(

Love,
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2008-11-07T19:52:00.001+08:00

2008-11-07T10:32:00.002+08:00

Im so sick.
Im shivering.
And i want to go home.
I want to go home.
I want to go home.

:(

Hubby will fetch me up soon.

Ni gara gara main air kat marrine barrage
malam malam buta!
Sejok pulak tu.

Ps: Happy 6y5m, love.

2008-11-06T11:01:00.015+08:00

It was their first virgin trip to
Henderson Wave & Marrine Barrage.
Myself and hafiz brought them over,
and alfiah was smiling ear to ear and told me
that she was so excited to get there.

Im so dissapointed cos i did not bring my cammy along.
:(

Ok ni jgn ckp ah, ni mesti ada. hehe

After henderson wave, we decided to bring them
to Marina Barrage, and im all excited to go,
cos i can play play the fountain. So shiok. hehe.
But still, so sad, didnt bring the cammy along. :(

Alfiah's cammy saves the day and we took lots and lots
of photos.

Edil and birthday girl, LIZ-ard (hehe), joined us after their
dinner date.
Upon reaching, we surprised her with a
last-minute mini blueberry cupcakes
at 7-11, mind you, and poke in a rolled piece of paper and
light it, since 7-11 so sengket no candles. merepek sey.
And in my 22 years of living, i still do not know how to light
a lighter. muahahaha. so kental.
We sang her a song too.

I go sembunyi belakang batu. hehe.

One of the security guards there, was
eye-ing on us, agaknya dia ingat kita amek dadah kot!! lol.
So i action action take picture lor!!

Us and the birthday girl.

And she really eat the mini cupcake.
Awww.
We are so touched on how you appreciate littlest things.
:):):)

We had titbits to munch too.
And snap snap snap.

I rather see him smile like this than
buat muka action macho. haha.
Why most guys tak senyum eh?
Gigi rongak ah?? hehe. joking oni, dont rembat me ok.
Cute!! cute to me lah. dont vomit hor.

We even bring them to the rooftop,
and of course, the water playground, or more like,
fountain playground.

We sabo-ed faliza, splash her until she got wet,
but at the end of the day, im the one who is socking wet,
cos i THINK THEY MISTAKEN ME AS THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
OR MEMANG SENGAJA!!
takpe, nasib sue memang gitu, asik kene bully jer. :(
hahaha.

And i was freezing cold while on the way back.
Hehehee...

We had loads of fun, right?

Before i end,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FALIZA ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

HOPE YOU HAD A BLAST ON YOUR BIRTHDAY,
A YEAR OLDER AND, SUE AND HAFIZ COULD ONLY
AFFORD DOAKAN,
MOGA ALLAH PANJANG UMURMU DAN MURAHKAN REZKIMU,
INSYAALLAH. AMIN. :)

(sorry hor, i go kebas this pic frm ur friendster hehe,
dont sue or saman me hor. :) )
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.
And guess what?
I think i'll be heading to marine barrage again tonight.
This time me and fiance have serious photography session.
LOL.
Sessunguhnya kita kemarok amek gambar!
Best ok!!!!!

Ok thats it.
Good day everyone.

Love,
sue.

****

Faeza: eh? birthday sape lagi nak sampai? hahahaha

Firaa: hello pretty, :). will do will do!!

Seri: Hey, dont mention pantin baru!! :) You look
gorgeous on your big day tau!! :)

Nurul: Ah ye lah tu nurul, aku gi work no makuplah,
muka macam baru gosok gigi cuci muka je!! haha.
Aku rasa tu apek berangan nak jadi alonso, sekali
atlast jadi ALONG-SO. hahahaha

Firah: Alright dear. thanks love. :)

2008-11-05T09:52:00.002+08:00

I was late this morning , miss the bus,
hailed a cab.
You dont know how happy i am to get an auto cab.
BUT little did i know that an old taxi driver
drives like an L plate car.
He kept on breaking , speed , break , speed.
Get the thing?

OMG, i was swearing, and i swear i wanted to throw out
already. Upon reaching, i quickly get off and did not even
bother to take my a dollar sixty cents change back.

:(

2008-11-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

Some good things have to let go.
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.
The only thing in my mind is NURHAFIZ,
my belovered fiance.

2008-11-04T09:53:00.015+08:00

It was a mini raya celebration for clementi residents,
which was held at clementi cc itself,
now let us welcome, SUMBANGSIH 2008.
Since mom was one of the committee members there,
she suggested on having me to be part of the event.
She wants me to sing Airmata Syawal,
but i insist on Airmata Ibu instead.
Nyehehe. Alhamdulillah, all goes well.

I decided to wear my raya kebaya that day.
Since i do not own any baju cantik cantik!!!
heh. :)
Ok posing sikit sue. haha.

Hetty Sarlene was one of the artist that was invited
to the event and she perform two songs for us.
She look sweet and its too obvious that she have slim down.

The camera died on me earlier before she came.
:/
This was taken using my cousin's hp.
teehee. Sempat.

And so i guess let these photos do the talking yar.

Well, there's more.
Visit my multiply ya!!

:)

Love,
sue.

2008-11-03T10:48:00.009+08:00

Mom? Tarian?

Me? Backstage?

That must wait.
Pictures is yet to upload.
Till i find time, AGAIN.

Meanwhile, i really enjoyed the weekends.

One of the bloggers got hitch,
great to know her from this cyber world.
Congratulations,
SERI & AMIN.
(pictures have to wait too!
adk firah yet to transfer all the photos from her cammy!)

Lucky us to have reach early as the bride will leave
her place to the groom's.
Met drubilee(nadya), she's extremely sweet,
and shoot myself, i forget to take pics with her!!
Sesungguhnya i was the a blur queen there.
Totally awkward lah..Semua tak kenal.
Thank god hafiz was all free for the day to accompany me! :)

After which we head his home, changed
and send his parents to do their monthly groceries
before heading the newly open Marina Barrage.
I was indeed another place to admire.
I will surely make a comeback for photaking.
Heh.
Hafiz was busy capturing every details, and i guess
he's much enthusiast then myself.
Im in no mood for the past few days,
dont ask me why. :/
pictures pictures pictures!!!

Shiok dapat main air!! LOL
Muka aku buruk, i know. haha

Alright, back to work.

Happy lunching eberiwan.

Love,
sue.

***

Feezawati: Alhamdulillah. Syukur. :) Love ya too. :)

Aidah: Thank you aidah! Nong time never hear from you. :P

2008-10-29T12:10:00.001+08:00

Zooomm...

Lets cut this short alright.

Sunday.
Attend a relative's wedding reception over at
Bedok Reservoir with my mom and aunt.
Left early and cabbed home with sister and cousin.
I couldnt believe with my own eyes when the taxi driver
looks way younger than his aged.
Imagined, he look as young as 30 when he's already 52!!

"seriously, whats your secret?"
"hidup mesti happy, dek"

We really enjoyed the ride.
He also create silly jokes out of our random conversation. haha.

Reached home, changed and fiance fetch me from home and off
to his place before we head for dinner together.

We had nice seafood together and we brought his family to
Henderson Wave where we had good chat and jokes.
I guess his parents love that place to bits.
Simple breathtaking. :)
We end the night early as hafiz have to work that midnight.

And as for monday, i went for my practical in the morning.
Dear fiance fetch me and off to his place again before
meeting his aunt and closest cousin at late afternoon.

We had dinner at BILAL Resaturant.

Good food, ambience... everything is good lah.
THANK YOU BIBIK AND ZURA FOR THE TREAT!!
MORE ON THAT PLEASE!! LOL

More and more pictures.

Well this time, his father is the one who plans to
go to Henderson Wave, and so we did.
Hehe. yey yey, ayah hafiz dah suka!
Ada chance pergi lagi.
My favourite place to chlll too.

In the car.
SEMPAT!!! haha

We took alot of pictures, and my bad,
i did not bring the tripod along.
That explain the bad bad shaky pictures.
hehe.
We were all sweaty upon reaching.

I love great bonding sessions like this.
Spending my precious time with them is never a waste,
especially having a very understanding and most funniest
fiance by my side each time. Simply irritating yet fun.

Alright alright enough. heh.

Happy lunchinh eberiwan.

Taa.

Love,
sue.

ps: lol. nurul peyot cute.

2008-10-28T13:41:00.016+08:00

For atleast one post a day makes me a little happy.
I hate to abandon my blog, especially when i really have no idea
what to blog for the day. And i have this habit of
wanting to change my skin. I get bored with same things everytime.

I love every beautiful photos that ive took and kept well from both my
laptop and desktop. Not being kiasu okay. You might not know that
one day memory corrupted and everything saved is gone! Kena already.

When time permits maybe, a fresher look for this dull and
phatetic contents, blog. lol.

Since multiply is already driving me crazy,
(it took an hour and a half to upload 8 pictures)
i guess the rest of the pictures have to wait.
Well, bear with me for a few minutes,
heres are some of the pictures taken. So yeah..

Great fun during the long weekends.
Since my colleagues had plan on an outing,
which they've decided on night safari :/.
I do not fancy visits like that, especially,
when knwing that the place is so far from my place.
Mandai to clementi. Taxi fare? You do the calculation ya.

The earlier part of the day was well spent with
dearest nurul huda, more on window shopping,
not shy of going those designer boutiques.
Heh, actually we did, with the help of nurul, of course.
Well, might not know that i can save a little more
for just one designer bag. Just one you see.
For atleast i can feel what its like to carry one
of those. You girls know what i mean right?
Boohoo, i think i take years to do that. Bah.

Nurul was so kind to treat me dinner at BBQ chicken @ cineleisure.

I had my all time favourtie salad,

while she had
her chicken chop.

After which i consoled her or more like FORCE her to joined us(my collegues)
to night safari. I have to thank her BF too. LOL.
Met the rest at orchard and off to ys to take the bus to mandai.
Long journey i must say. :/

Even in the bus oso take peekcher.

Reached a little later then the meeting time.
The queue was so long, almost took an hour before we mangaed
to get the tickets. 32 bucks. Like OMG.

The main excitement for them(not me),
is the halloween night. I do not know whats so exciting about it,
ok kind of erm, scary but zero excitement still when we were not allow
to take pictures of the tunjuk bontot aje animals using flash.
How to capture when no flash, so dark somemore. Sian.
Ok i understand, disturbance.
I rather go to the zoo. Yes to the ZOO. (dear fiance, when?)

We took the tram. First half was quite boring,
and when it came to some halloween displays,
the scary and weird characters appear and started hunting you.
There's one moment when i was concentrate on the left side of the tram,
the "scream" suddenly came from the right side and stands beside me,
and i swear i was shouting like mad.
I only realised when nurul stared something behind me and
started shouting.
I hide behind nurul's back most of the time. haha
I wish hafiz was there, tah tah dia pon takot. LOL
Ok, whatever. Not scare anymore!! Bluek.

We didnt end there after the tram ride ends.
We walked and enjoyed taking pics.
It was tiring and we were sweating so badly. heh.

Yey.
I look terrible. LOL

It was close to midnight where we decided
to head somewhere for supper.
And so to Mr Teh Tarik we go. :)

Cab home and cost me abit cos the
fares are shared amongst three of us.
Lucky lor.

:)

More updates soon!!

Good night eberiwan.

Love,
sue.

2008-10-28T11:31:00.000+08:00

This song's for you, baby.
:)

2008-10-28T00:23:00.003+08:00

Let's just have fun shall we?!

I had so much fun during the weekends and the holidays.
I enjoyed every seconds with good friends and loves ones, especially.

A lovely date with dearest Nurul.

Halloween @ Night Safari with colleagues.

More quality time with family (in-laws)
Love them soooo much.
PRICELESS.

Till i find time to update more ya.

I guess i have to force myself to sleep,
after having 2 cans of redbulls earlier.
My eyebags is showing so badly. Dark cicles is visible.
And make-up and touching-up is no use already lor.

*yawns*

Good night sleepyheads, err, good morning?

Love,
sue.

ps: nurul dear, pictures lambat sikit okay? :)

2008-10-23T23:40:00.004+08:00

I called the ambulance for help.
The nurses came to the rescue,
but couldnt save, its already time.
You're gone, it saddens me to see you go.

I will miss you.
i will miss your voice,
especially your memories,
which can save up to 120GB.
I miss how much i used to touch and scroll you,
and how i take good care of you.
See, i love you that much.
I even bring you overseas, but you seem so sick by then.
And now, youre gone, youre gone.
You even bring siti nurhaliza, misha omar, backstreetboys, westlife with you.
You left me alone.

Rest in peace, ipod.

:(

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.

Yala everything gone,
my comp gone, my digicam gone, now my ipod gone.
Those are gifts from my arwah dad.
And those gifts is kept safely at my room.
I do not want to throw them eventhough its useless already.
I treasured those so much!!

I went to the MAC service centre just now,
and was told that, my ipod hard disk failed and clash,
and there's no way the ipod will survive.
The maintenance cost me almost the price of a brand new ipod.
So might as well i go buy new one right?!

Erm, im still considering on this.
Fyi, this is much cheaper than the normal ipod.

What say you?

And you know what?
It was raining so heavy that we (rabnme) almost took the cab home,
lucky my bus came on time - saves my bucks though.
And i was swearing when i accidently sat beside a young guy with nice
nike's sandals on his bare feet,
and i swear the smell behind his nice clean feet with nike's,
is million times of a dead fish.
masyaallah.

And it took almost half an hour to TAHAN!!

Bad day hah. Super bad day lor.

*yawns*

Its twelve midnight exactly, god,
and its time for me to ngorok - sleep i mean.
Wait tomoro kenot wake up and will miss the bus again.
tsk tsk tsk, sue sue sue.

And yeah, i guess the fiance is on his way back from work,
on a friday night, alone. Creepy...

Merepek ah sue, gi tido pon cantik!!!!!

Goodnight sleepyheads.

Love,
sue.

***

fie: just feel so wrong, babe. i will listen to him. thanks love.

nurul: woah mc. banyak kalaoke huh. 2 days somore!
and yalor, so boring liao no one to tok nonsense.
yalah yalah tdo lah. hmph. takpe sue pekerja contoh!
ni aku macam fhm. lol

liz: i wish i wish. but i know it wont happen! lol.
And CSI? got take pic mayat oso right?
so scary, silap silap the mayat go take my pic instead. haha.

eliana: liana, nikon is good too and sony also not bad you know!! :)

2008-10-23T16:55:00.007+08:00

Since im so free at work today,
i edit some pictures for my best friend,
both alfiah and ismail.
LOL.

Ni erm.. dia tak suka pasal telinga terkluar haha.

I think i like this, she also like this.
Black border, you cant seem to see it as
my background is the same color.
Erm, dont mind the missing outline. Nyeh.

I have this passion for you know, photography,
and editing, projects and stuff like that
and whatsoever you call it,
but too bad im stuck in this job.
Boohoo. Let me just take this as a hobby for now,
oops i mean, forever. Duh!

2008-10-23T11:49:00.002+08:00

Im so confused right now!!
Should i listen to her or my own fiance?

But i pity her in a way.
I seriously know what she's feeling right now.
I feel for her.

But at the same time, the fiance gave me
a *good good slap on my face* (verbally),
as he do not want the same thing to
happen to me again.

Im so so confused!

2008-10-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

And finally, ive decided to continue before it died on me,
may ladyluck be by my side throughout, before december.

Erm, fasten seatbelt and dont forget to put on specs, suhaila.
LOL

God, why do i take forever to just complete one simple task?!
I wonder..

Its 838 now, and im going to bed. So tired, you know.

Good night sleepyheads.

Love,
sue.

p.s: dear ss team and felicia, i dont want to go Night Safari.
Erm, change of plan? :p

2008-10-22T15:53:00.002+08:00

Wow. 4pm now.
An hour and half till times off.

Yawns....